ONLY CHAPTER

You know it when u feel it

2011-11-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

Being in sch alone will allow one to go to all sorts of social website, including this almost being abandon blog. Spamming at twitter doesnt sound like a good idea as i think followers will jus unfollow me..

I am having a damn bad cramp right now, how i wish baby is right here with me. The last time when i had bad tummyache, he just hugged me to slp and the feeling is just so comfortable.

damn the nxt 2 hrs lecture which will be giving out exam hints and i cant afford to miss it. =/
Sux to be women!

Half an hr more to go till i can see my baby boy. Endure!!!

=]

2011-07-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

I think i have found it

Beautiful night for Sister and Brother in law

2011-06-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

24/06/2011 is a day just for Michelle and Douglas.
Everything is just perfect. Beautiful bride, handsome groom, perfect match ever.

Brother in law manage to get through all the obstacles that we created for them, he prepared one special performance for sister before going in to kiss e bride. As sweet as ever.
He hold her hands tightly, gave her all e promise.. That moment is just priceless..
For me i think is not about what are the promises that he can make, is about knowing that my sister has chosen the right one. Tears jus roll down, i thot i am being emotional, but well, apparently all e other 9 sisters cried as well.. So i am not that emotional. =)

They showed a video montage from how they know each till the day they got married.
5 years 6 months.. What a long journey they have gone through.
Though there are days when they will fight and quarrel, they know they still belongs to each other. Is e love that keep them strong.
Vow was touching and sweet.

Sister's speech was a killer one.
To my 2 beautiful sisters.. Ever since from young we keep fighting with each other, we quarrel and all..
I really just cried. So sentimental.. =/
Well, is tears of joy =)

姐姐，要永远幸福哦。爱你 =)

Set

2011-06-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

your priority...

Sister LOVE

2011-06-18T03:03:00.000-07:00

Sister, though u are always mean to me and always irritate me,
still, i love u!
Hope u had fun last night. Was really a crazy & HIGH night!

Beautiful bride to be =)

Because...

2011-06-15T21:44:00.000-07:00

I know...
I want to be HAPPY

Days without lessons, quizes and exam!

2011-06-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

I LOVE.
Days like that is like awesome.
Late night because of drama/ not because of tutorial or revision.
Wake at in the afternoon, not having to set any alarm and fight with yourself mentally to go for morning lesson.
Home cook food is like the best food in the world. I dont have to be so vex of what to eat and I can eat as and when I want to. Awesome
Though i still help out with household chores, i do not have to climb more than 5 levels just to do my laundry. When it rains, I don't have to worry of rewashing my clothes again, because mum will do all =)
When i can joke and chat with my family members all day long.
When i can catch up with all my friends, not having an opportunities to do so when I was at that ulu isolated area.

Wanted to find a job, but dad ask me to help out with sister's wedding. =(
But well, at least most of the time i am enjoying.
Sister's wedding on June 24th. Time past......
I think i will cry on that day... tears of joy =)
Soooo looking forward to that day! & the upcoming hens night! Aisssseh

Caught a few movies.. Went a few places... Those were really great moment.
Great moment usually don't last. How true! =/
Is the end...

From today onwards,
the old Cindy is back! Wahahahahah!

I will definitely cut down on a lot of things.
Gonna help dad with his business.
Help sister for last preparation for wedding.
Be a homey mummy's girl.

Someone once said the old Cindy's life is dull, I should get a life.
But at least last time I know how to protect myself,
Now,
is always the same old shit.

Sick and tired of all those... really

FRIDAY is gonna be fun! YAY! Drink till u drop!

Cindy

2011-05-28T23:02:00.001-07:00

Cindy.

YEAR 1. PERIOD

2011-05-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

好轻松！！！

2011-03-15T10:57:00.000-07:00

不知从合时开始，我的时间好像不是我自己的。想做的事没能够做，不想做的事却一直是堆积如山的堆起来，不得不做。有时真的不知道我选择的路是否正确。但是，当我完成了一件事而受到赞赏时，我会觉得一切都是值得的。

好久好久没得好好的陪伴我的家人。以前的我会偶尔陪妈妈上巴刹，配妹妹聊是非，和姐姐顶嘴，听爸爸说人生大道理，但先在的我，真的把家里当成是酒店，来去匆匆。拿掉读书和做其它事情的时间，我根本无法好好做下来，享受一下他们给的呵护。
总于，我能够在这次的recess week 真正的休息一下，放下一切的东西，放松心情，享受一下我失去的感受。很多人在这个礼拜都忙着读书，但我觉得是时候和我的家人一起过一下“家人”的生活。当然，我还是有在读书哦！

从忙碌的生活中我也学会了很多事情，有很多事我也应该改一下。很多时候，你不能一直以自己为出发点，自己为中心。我呢，该学学怎么去配合人家并且接受没有人会因为我的伤心而感伤。不能一只那么的固执，执着，脾气也该改一下。你看看，几天的“假期”就能够让我领悟那么多，真好！

先在的我什么都不想，只想做好我本分的事，读好我的书，看到家人健健康康，朋友们开开心心我就心满意足了。

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2011-03-05T04:03:00.000-08:00

Today finally marks the end of Interhall games. It started months ago and it finally ended. All I can say is FINALLY.

This semester is fast coz we jus started school for weeks and mid term is already approaching. Kaoz. Didnt get to study much yet. This weekend I am not going back home because partly I wanna do some catchup with my school work but is apparently not very productive, which has always been the case. Another reason is that i kind of miss those days where i have my alone time.

Yesterday had a meeting that lasted till 5plus in the morning. Awesome. The most awesome thing is all the JCRC committee member celebrated my birthday despite the fact that now is the period that everyone is most busy with. Appreciate!

Also with the poly cliques, they tried to accommodate with my timing because I've always got last minute things. Thanks for making some time for my birthday celebration. Appreciate!

My NPCC cliques! Always always the one for me when I am super down and need full of entertainment and laughter to brighten up my days. Always the one changing their schedule jus for me. Galfriends, I love u all! Appreciate!

Thank you all!

Sinner.

2011-01-09T07:19:00.000-08:00

Because of my indecisiveness, i hurt you.
Because of all my thoughts, i hurt you.
Because of my selfishness, i hurt you.
Because of me, i brought pain to you.

I am a sinner. I ought to be kill.
Everyone can put the blame on me, as I think i deserve it.
I wont ask how, i wont ask why.. Coz i am the only one who can give myself the answer.

It will not be the same anymore. You screwed it.
It wont be easy, but i will handle it alone.

Thanks.

Exam FML

2010-12-12T22:36:00.000-08:00

懒洋洋的下午，让我很不想读树。这几晚一直在做同样的梦，那就是一直在梦里背诗！
早上起来跟本一点精神也没有，因为我的脑袋根本没有休息到。=（

很期望圣诞的到来，好想把考试丢到远远的，不去想它！但是，我不能那么做，因为我是一个学生，所以不管怎么样我一定会把我所该做的事做完。=）自我安慰。。。
18号是我考试的第一天，请祝我好运。

心里有好多疑问，但是不知该从何问起。好害怕结局会是怎样，因为我真的摸索不着。
不会有人给于我答案，我只能靠自己的感觉，直觉。现在的我很自我矛盾，讨厌这样。算了，考完试再想吧！

我的选择

2010-11-17T09:24:00.000-08:00

很怕走错路，但是，我想已经没有办法回头了。
并不后悔，只是觉得有一点辛苦。在这里并没有知己，只有朋友真的是不够的。
很多时候，读着读着就会感慨良多。。。

加油哦文馨！

1st night/morning in Hall

2010-09-03T14:24:00.000-07:00

Just came back from 9-5 not long ago. This is one of the event organise by my hall where all of us will go for supper from 9pm-5am.

Moved in around 2 plus going 3, with the help of my dearest Mummy, sis beng, sis mich and Douglas. THANKSSSSSSS!!
My level is at freaking 5th storey and I really feel bad seeing em, esp mum panting aft the long flight of steps. =(
Quite excited actually. New room arrangement, something totally diffn from my home. Now i got my own bed, own wardrobe.. COOL!

Aft cleaning up and packing, we head over to JP for lunch. Shop ard for a while and receive the I/C msg stating that they are meeting at 7.20pm. HELLO!!!! I jus had my late lunch!
So my very nice future brother in law send me back to my hall. First destination was at Geylang, and I really ate dame little=( We also ate durians, Tau huay, frog porridge, dim sum...
They ended the night with flying kites at Marina Barrage, i noe dat's very random.

My roomie have yet to move in yet, so tonight i'll have the whole room to myself.
Pros and Cons..
I dun dare to shower alone, but I am brave enough =))
I dun dare to slp with lights off.. I guess I wont switch off the light tonight.
I like the quiteness now.
I like the I-CAN-DO-ANYTHING-I-WANT feeling =)))))

YAY!

NEW START NEW LIFE NEW CHAPTER

2010-08-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

Everything seems to pass so fast ever since I left my previous company.
I slack at home for abt a week plus before i went for Sports camp.
From that onwards, my life is like a fast forward playing mode that I needed some time to recall what have I done for the past few weeks.

Something that I am glad is that I survived through the sports camp.
Freaking 7 days with 2 days of amazing race.
Though i didnt perform thruout the camp, I am proud of myself for going through all the activities w/o giving up.
But still, i HATE FRIGHT NIGHT!
I break camp with sprained legs, sore throat, fever, super ugly tanned and cough- non stop cough.
I knew my parents will scold me for sure, but they didnt...
Mum still brew all the nice liang tea and tonic for me. Awww, hw nice.
Frankly speaking, i feel like crying aft i see myself in the mirror, because i really look damn tanned and damn chui..
All the reaction of my friends jus make me feel dat I should apply all the whitening cream GAO GAO everyday...

By right I shld go for my faculty camp one day aft my sports camp, but with the condition of me aft sports camp, I withdraw =((

After which was Hall camp which is really fun =))
I love my hall peeps, they are a bunch of hilarious people.. I like...
I've collected my keys and I saw my random rommies. So glad she's nt aheeem.... Ya, she's local =)) I'll be moving in on Friday!

Supposedly sch starts this week. But this week is more of a freshman welcome week so i only have to go sch on thurs.

On a side note:
I wanna apologise to my bestie, WANG SIYING for not able to celebrate her birthday and the belated birthday gifts.

Also to my NPCC gang for not turning up for most of the gatherings.

I know everything i say now is like excuses for myself.
I just want to give assurance to all my beloved friends once my life in Uni have settled down, i'll make time for u gals. That is a promise! Pls dun kick me out ok =))

With many <3
Cindy

Wisdom tooth nightmare (Watch it at ur own risk)

2010-07-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

I hate it whenever aft dinner, food particles will definitely stuck at my wisdom tooth.
Dental is a place that I loathe going, but i like the smell though. HAHA.

So when the tooth became so decay that pieces of my tooth will jus came off when I am chewing my food, I knew I have to visit a dentist. So I make a appointment with Polyclinic to get referral letter. Is cheaper, much much cheaper.

Chose LA instead of GA as mum is afraid that might be some complication. Extracting 4 tooth at one goal does sound a bit scary.

My first 2 extraction was duno when, i think should be ard March. Not a very good experience... He was so rough and he even made me cry. Ok, my endurance of pain is so low that injecting anesthetic itself is enough to make me cry, but i didnt. This I am quite proud of myself. LOL It was until when he told me there's one broken tooth that got stuck at my gum and he keep trying to dig it out... Jus when I realise the anesthetic isnt working anymore and I can FEEL what he's fucking doing to my gum. I told him but he still carry on digging. How sicko can he be?! Worst till, he didnt know i was tearing as I was being blindfolded, it was till I started to sob then he realised is time to gif me another shot of LA. -___-'''

The whole thing lasted for 1 hr.

I went back and my first meal was bee hoon, with taste of blood. Yucks, pui pui pui.
I am allergic to the painkiller that the doc prescribed and my eyes was swollen. How bad is the experience.

My other 2 was extracted during June.
This time round was by a female dentist. She's so much better than the previous one, in terms of experience and gentleness. I duno what's wrong with my tooth la, one small tooth also got stuck inside my gum. But this time round she uses some drill machine to drill it out. The drilling sound is enough to make me faint, but is nt painful at all.
So the whole thing lasted for less than half an hr.

I went back with no bleeding, I can enjoy my mee sua with no taste of blood at all.
Thinking that this dentist is really pro... i was wrong.
I was woken up ard 3am in the morning with some wetness around my mouth area. I thot is jus my saliva due to too good of a dream. Then I use my tongue to sense my extraction area and wtf, i can feel something there. I rem not putting any gauze inside so what's that!

I jump out of my bed and head to the toilet, with my camera. HAHAHAHA.
I use my tongue to dig out whatever is in there...
Then it turn out to be this...

Blood clot which look so much like menses clot. The feel of it is damn sick.
Aft that I tried to slp but i keep waking up in every hour to change my gauze.
The bleeding didnt stop till morning so I tried to call em in the morning to ask if this is conside excessive bleeding.
They ask me to make a trip down AGAIN and they sew a few more stitches to my wound.

For the sake of tooth fairy, i store my 4 mega big tooth inside this classy look container.

All 4 are so healthy that the root is extremely long.
Ok, i know is kind of sick but i just thot of sharing my experience with you

My mum always walk away whenever she saw me with this container. hahaha

Ok, on a side note, I will be away for 7 days for SPORTS CAMP.
I am very excited and nervous abt it too.
You noe, ever since Secondary sch i didnt get a chance to do sports anymore.
Except for some mini-netball comp back in poly which i totally sux in it and NAFA, ya, the run till i almost died 2.4km...
Also aft hearing all the comments like "wah, is damn xiong lo" "is gonna be like NPCC training camp", i am feeling kind of EH, did I join the correct camp?
Heck la, though stamina is not there anymore, I doubt there's ppl like me going for Sports camp too.. So I'll jus have a 7 days of fun. *Finger cross*

After one day of rest from the 7days of Camp, i'll be going for my own faculty camp too.
What i am worried most is i wont have enough clothes for the 2nd camp. HAHAHA.
Nvm, enjoy first, decide later. Hopefully Hall camp wont be so close to my own sch camp, if not i think my dad will think dat i ran away from Home.

I am feeling positive abt all these and may this positive feeling last me till forever!

Limitation =/

2010-07-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

When I am not given any freedom, i desire for more.
When I am given freedom, i didnt treasure it well.

Slap urself 10x boon!

Yes baby, YES!

2010-07-18T03:15:00.000-07:00

Hw mani of us detest Sunday, ME ME ME!
But today i dun, coz i dun have to work tml, see all the numbers, key in data till my hand go numb, most imptly, i dun haf to face that CCBty.
I think if i combine all my twitter entry abt her, it will be 2 whole pages long.
Am nt going to waste my time blogging what had she done. BITCH!

My life is kind of back to track again.
Got what i wanted, though i know is gonna be tough.
You see, going into uni @ the age of 22 is kinda "OLD", so i have to really work hard for it, it isnt easy for me to get into uni...

So i thot it would be nice if i can join a few orientation camp, so i joined 3 camps in total, 2 orientation camp and my faculty camp. You wont know hw excited i am to be selected for the sports camp coz i m nt selected for the other camp. Lousy shit*
NVM, sports camp will be zillion time more exciting that the other one. WOHO~~~

Alright, the way they notify those successful applicants is damn, WEIRD.
So embarrassing... not going to reveal it here... Arrgghh, luckily only one ah ma saw wat am i doing. LOL... Alright, is ok. Is a great start isnt it? =)))

Now till August 31st, i am going to do some packing for my room, read up some chinese materials coz it has been sometime since i last get in contact with Chinese. Get some life, though parents will sure niam me abt me keep going out. =/
Actualli i know what are their concern, but cant they jus trust me? I know what am i doing and i noe where is the limit.. Jus feel so restricted, but i know i'll miss their nagging if i stay at hall..

=)

Boohoo.

2010-06-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

This is how i'll look like when i'm old.

From far, i really does look like my mum. Haha.

It started off with... Dear Diary

2010-04-06T05:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

I almost typed Dairy as Dairy.
Yeap diary, it has been quite sometime since i last visited you. How's life?

Life now for me is super relaxing i shall say.
No work, no sch, just eat, slp, fb, tweet tweet and dat's all abt it.
I wonder how will ppl think of me when they saw this post?
"Omg, she's damn slack" "Huh! Why dun work?" " Haha, Loser! I am happy seeing you in tis slacking lifestyle"
Being paranoid here, but when u tell someone abt ur prob, 80% will not give u their true advice, instead, they will feel happy abt it.
BUT, if my TRUE friends are reading, it will be a total difn case, coz i know they are genuine.

Working with N.A.E.B is what i called, real working world.
You get to see many different kind of ppl,
those who are willing to teach,
those who put in effort to do their job,
those who just scraped through their days there.
It's really amazing to see how hypocrite some ppl are.

I totally understand, in order to survive out there, u have to be hypocrite. I cant see myself doing so, as for now.
Maybe i am jus a part timer, so i dun see the need of doing so, coz i jus cant bring myself to talk happily or joke with the person, who doesnt show any effort in his work.
Mum told me, i shouldnt be so persistent in some stuff, in another word, stubborn.
She said i will sure lose out if i am still going out to the working industry with this mindset.
What she said make sense.
Who in the world dun like to be praise?
Who in the world dun like ppl to lick their boots?
Trust me, no matter hw slack u r in ur work, how u run away with ur responsibilities, IF you know how to "POH" or "SA KA" those potential one, u can still rise.
This is how the world work.

987 is playing "i know you want me", so feel like clubbing... Side track abit.

Disgusted correct? Fine, i shld learn to accept this reality.

Applied for SIT, UNLV.
Though i cant see myself into the study mode again, hopefully, praying real hard that i can get in.
Not hoping high, coz if u do so, result is always gonna be the opposite.
So i am staying cool abt the whole thing. like as if

Now i am blogging at my kitchen.
This is what i always do back in poly life,
i will use my dining table if i need to stay up late for quiz or projects.
Am back in my kitchen again using my lappie, FLASHBACK!
Coz back then i will msn with my life-passerby. WHAHAHA

Is getting so random here, so leave now if you really think so.

My body clock is still in the healthy mode.
Every morning i will wake up automatically at 10 plus,
i can hardly stay up late at night, tonight exceptional case.
I duno what can i do early in the morning, other than eating breakfast and watching C.S.I Miami.
Maybe i shld plan some running or gyming in the morning, since i dun think there'll be crowd.
BUT, how to run but w/o gaining muscle weight?

Now, everything i have to put on hold.
All i can do now is WAIT.

newlooknewstart

2010-02-20T10:58:00.000-08:00

I have been neglecting here, so i decided to give it a new skin.
New year new clothes for us, new year new skin for my blog. Such a good blog owner I am.

Blue bird is the main cause, bad bad bird.

So what's the update?

CNY of course. I do not really like CNY.
It's always a hassle to spring clean, especially when i am the only one helping out with the chores. This year is not too bad, at least both sisters helped out. As i am working now, i do not have much time to help out during weekdays, so everything is so last min. 3 of us are sensitive to dust, so we are like sneezing throughout the cleaning. Do u know is doubly tiring when u have to clean, mop, vaccume and what's not on one hand, on the other hand, u have to use your strength to sneeze and blow ur nose. HATE!
Also for the Malaysia trip, every year we will go back for paternal visitng. As the trip is always a short one, the travelling alone is exhausting. What's more all the Ang Baos are in Ringgit, we use Sing dollar here. -__-'''

This year is kinda different. Ang baos are still in ringgit, but there's many new faces. I didnt know i have so many cousins there. From all age group. Like wow, Who are they mann! So is kinda awkward as there are ZERO topic for me to talk to them. Surprisingly, some unknown aunt and cousin actualli recognise me. Saying how we played at the old house with all the paos and chick. No flashback at all seriously.
But its ok, now i noe them. We ate A&W there. Who dun love the root beer float? But i dun understand why do they have to close down all the outlet in Singapore? Is doing well isnt it? Not very sure, but one thing for sure is, if they bring in A&W back here again, it will sure do well.
Beng said something when we are at A&W, this is not my generation. Meaning she was nt even born yet when A&W was still in Singapore.
So for those who know A&W, u r in my generation, too bad. HAHA

Back in Singapore, Mum passed me all the Ang baos from Singapore aunt, no visiting at all, though is totally fine with me not going for any visiting. Was suppose to go for visiting to all my girlfriend's hse, my flu forbid me from going. Fine lo!

So tell me now, is CNY really that good? For me to decide.

February is ending!!!

Some expired photos to share

Mum's birthday.
I planned to have dinner at Hooters. HOOOTERS!
That's everyone's comment. Why not Hooters? What's wrong.
Food there is not bad, service is good. Is it more normal to bring my dad there? i doubt so.

We have a small suprise for mum this year. We had flowers and balloons sent to our hse for her.
There's a small Hoo haa in between for the delivery, a funny one though, but mum still got the suprise and i am really glad she love it and didnt scold us for wasting money. She always scold when someone get her flowers as she feel that flowers is a total waste of money, which is quite true.

I love all the shots.

Let's end this and Welcome that

2009-12-30T09:05:00.000-08:00

You wont be miss, 2009
EMBRACE 2010

Not missing 2009 doesnt mean it had been a bad year.

Thinking back of the past will not make your future better in any ways.

2009:
-Graduated from Poly
-Work in Jo Malone for a short period
-Join MissFashion
-Work for Tobacco company for 2 months plus
-Continue at MissFashion
-Learn some working experience
-Join Aerobics & aqua aerobics
-First overseas trip with friend (BKK, with jasmine)
-Made new friends, good and bad ones
-Went Taiwan trip with family
-Left MissFashion
-Celebrate all festives with my love ones
-Excited over small thing
-Disappointed with a guy
-Irritated by a guy
-Glad to know Jasmine as a friend
-Know that i love my family
-Always have a good laugh at Beng

I will bring some of the memories together with me next year.
The rest will remain in the year 2009.

I am glad that i am adding on another additional year to the friendship of SY and mine, and also the 7s. =))

Not hoping for anything next year,
but i just pray hard that everything will go smoothly for me.

Here wishing all my friends and stalker:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

because, i just knew

2009-12-13T09:38:00.000-08:00

i jus know,

they will always be there for me.

no hatred anymore.
is no big deal, even from the start.

Will be away from town, going to Taiwan.
Only be back on the 19th.
Just cant wait.
Have to wake up early tomorrow, like 6am.
I am still awake at this hour, 1.51am.
Too excited to slp,
if i have to go to bed now, i will spend the next few hours on bed counting sheep. Waste of time.

Back to my routine.
Bye.

LO HA

2009-12-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

ALOHA!

One good news to share, counting down 6 more days to my lovely TAIWAN TRIP.

Awesome shit shit shit.

I saw a pair of very cool fury shoes at Topshop, selling at only 30 plus.
So tempted to buy la. Winter at Taiwan, must get some thick clothing and shoes b4 going.
But you know, must save now.

So over the past few weeks is like party animal.
We drank and eat, drank and eat.
Every single birthday party we nv fail to gorge ourselves with food.
I promise that i will never touch alcohol again, because, i am kind of sick of it.

Shiok and i tried graveyard and superflaming on Wednesday, we survive well.
All the comments regarding graveyard is i think is kind of, exaggerating.
But i think this is very subjective. So i shall not blame those who cause me to have a second thoughts to try it.
Gwen's birthday party on Sat, so ya, what's a night w/o enough dares and Volka.
I can only say that most of us are well trained enough, execpt the usual 2, Philly and Gwen.

No more alcohol.
Too much of it flowing inside my blood stream.

On Sat, Jasmine and i attended a charity seminar organise by MediaCorps, Power in your hands by CANON.
Speakers includes, Tay Ping Hui and Daniel Ong.
Daniel Ong is so entertaining la.
He spoke just like how it sounded on radio, we close our eyes on the spot and is really the same sound. Like duh, is the same guy, but the feeling is so amazing la.
We wanted to take a picture with them, but somehow, we just find it damn awkward to ask em though they are really nice and friendly person.
We do not want to act like those ppl who go gaga over celebrity. Yeap, ego!
After that we hop on to Hippo tour and snap snap snap.
All thanks to my Canon G10 who died on me halfway through the journey, i am only able to snap some nice shot.
Shall share nice photos here.

Ok, it might not look as pro as those photos taken by pro photographer, but u just wait.
I will come back with more pro look alike photos aft i attend some lesson by Canon.

you just wait and see see look look!

Bye in 8 hrs time

2009-11-23T23:52:00.000-08:00

Setting off in 8 hours time, a short get away to Genting.

Looking forward, not to the final destination, but the coach that we are taking.
First class coach by Transtar.
Massaging chair, games, TV audio and there's even coach attendant to serve us all 3 meals.
Awesome shit!
Last time i worked there, freaking politics place.
Colleagues there are just...
Now is their turn to serve me, provided the old staffs are still there.
Hopefully they rem me, so that i can give them hell.
That's so not me la, i am so kind and nice and angel-like can. haha

I wonder what show they will have.

Right, we need to wake up around 4 plus,
planning not to sleep tonight, so that i can just concuss inside the bus for the whole journey,
but there's nothing to keep me awake and my eyes is failing on me.
Fine, shall sleep later.

Shall use this opportunity to make an important decision in my life.
Self reflection.
Planning.
Putting up bits and pieces to form a whole picture.
That's what i am looking for.

Sick and tired of all the stagnancy.
I need some spices to spice up every single thing.
But when there's too much spices, i am afraid i cant take it.
Maybe i shld just let go of all the negative thoughts and give it a shot.
No harm trying.
if you like then u like lo,
if not, jus say bye bye and walk off lo.
What's so difficult.
But then again, stepping out the first step is always the most difficult part.

Another issue is that if you tell someone, just anyone, ur friends, some stranger, some random passerby about your plan, your decision, idk, there's like 99% chance that they will give you negative comment abt it.
That's when i will take a step back from the half step i have made,
and think abt it all over again.
And the cycle goes on and on and on on on....

So, i have decided,
i will not reveal anything to anyone abt the plan i am working on,
not really like a plan, but more on a decision i have made for my future.
I will go through everything secretly,
going for interview secretly,
practice my interview script secretly,
cry secretly upon failure.
Things will only be reveal when everything goes smoothly.
Wohoho, sounds like a super good idea.

Even though half of my dearest have found their other half and another half is still trying our best to look for our other half, haha, i shall not any-o-how step into a relationship with any-o-how guy.
Especially those who claim that they are devoted but actions speak otherwise, just f. off ok?
Including those who always sweet talk combining with all the floral sweet scent sentence, please leave me alone. Just one conversation will cause me diabetes. I dun want that.
Mum told me if i am not interested, i shld not entertain em, and i think mum is totally right.
My bad for leading on and i promise, no more of it.
Brand new chapter for me.
Hmm, shall let nature take its course, no more of looking forward, no more unreality of thoughts, just a new start.

I am kind of positive when writing this entry.
Hope this will maintain.

Cindy, signing off.

something, nothing

2009-11-23T11:34:00.000-08:00

something that i am not looking forward to, anymore.
blinded.

Thursday Morning

2009-11-11T17:57:00.000-08:00

Thursday morning, obviously at work.
Everything tone down alot, when i say alot, it really mean A.LOT!
Just when i want to make every single day of mine exciting and full of fulfillment,
things upon things happen again and again.

I loan a book from library "NO MORE MONDAYS",
is a motivational book,
teaching u how to make your everyday working life to something that is more meaningful.
For example, do u see yourself being laid off as an crisis or another opportunity?
If i am still the old me, i will see it as a crisis. Going through interview again and again, hearing upon the low pay jus make everything CHUI.
But now, i will see it as an opportunity. You get to learn new things in another new environment. More new things meaning u can add more things to your resume, isn't it?

Everyone does make mistake, everyone will have a day they just fall, thinking this is it. Am not going to do anything about it.
However, does doing that resolve any problem. NO, i tell you.
Easier say than done, ya, is not easy.
I have been through.
But i am glad, there are many support to bring me up to feet again.

Is just so difficult to put in words.
So now what?
Hopefully we can bear through this year.

I have got so many interesting picture to share.
But then again, is blog still an IN thing?
When more and more website is up for interacting in a more easier and convenient way, like twitter and FB?
Ok, nvm, i shall still upload some nice nice picture =))

HALLOWEEN!

MY FAV GHOST!

MY BEST PARTNER EVER- GHOST STUDENT

i bite you!

Healthy baby!

2009-10-12T21:09:00.000-07:00

We are always being unhealthy in office.
We always feel that sinful food will help us de-stress, you must be thinking excuses, but hey, u have to agree with me coz is realli true.
Once awhile we will go for grocery shopping to stock up our fridge, our food box.
Food you can find is chips, chips and more chips.
If not will be packet drinks, chocolate and more sinful stuffs.
LOL.

HOWEVER, all of us have decided to be healthy baby!
As you can see, this is e first time we stock up our fridge with fruits,
cherry tomatoes, green apples, raisins, ok, other than paddle pop ice cream. HEHE

Dont you just find this ice cream very oldies,
flashback return to our young age where we will jus stare at the ice cream corner at some mama shop, crying for our mum to get it for us. HAHA!

Korean class is ending soon, 2 more classes i think.
We wanted to continue with intermediate class, however, we have decided to break for awhile before we carry on with the next lesson.

Same goes to aerobics, but but but, we have signed up for AQUA Aerobics.
How awesome!!!
I think we are being abit impulse as we sign up for the course straight away without any much discussion. But well, as we do not have any commitment on Thursday, why not?

I guess i am coping just well.
I duno if i am being myself but i guess that's just fine.

Life is short, we should just go ahead with the things we want to do.
Actualli, i do regret with some of the choices i made over the years.
I keep telling myself, what if, what if, if if if, will things turn out to be better?
Too much "if" will only make u regret.
So i told myself, no more IF in the future, jus follow my heart to do the things that i wanna do.
Just like thailand trip!
We did not plan much and we just go ahead with the airplane ticket and all.
If at that point of time we thought of the riots, the dangers and all, i guess we will still be in Singapore thinking, IF we nv think so much, we will be enjoying ourselves in Thailand.
This kind of thinking happen MOST of the time and i hate it. So, NO MORE IF!
I just hope i will get support frm my family and my friends.
I need their encouragement to move on. =))

Is always too late to realise

2009-10-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

Am back for BKK a week ago.
We had fun, and i mean serious FUN.
For more details, do check out http://www.earthyelement.blogspot.com
(Credit to Jasmine)

I am going to date my gf SY out soon,
as she has nt been contacting me ever since i came back from Thailand,
i bet she is waiting for me to make the first move.
Ok, i will date u out soon!

Before i went for Thailand,
i told myself to put a stop in everything here,
so when i return to Singapore, everything will be back to normal.

I did not expect any clarification because there's no need for that.
I thought i shldnt be reacting in such a big hoo ha in this situation,
but whenever i told my friend abt it, they will be creating a bigger hoo hoo ha than me,
dat's when i realize, i m a fool.

There's no such thing as "Friends again" in my dictionary, u knew it if u realli understand me.
Just like my entry title "Is always too late to realize"
C'mon, it doesnt make any difference and it wont make any difference.
You may have millions and zillions of excuses for urself, but hey, it doesnt bother me anymore.

So, what's next!

Next up will be plans for Adeline's bday,
the silly gal who landed herself almost the same as my situation.

and then,
HALLOWEEN!!!
Being the festive IC, i'll be bringing all my babes to Night Safari!
We will dress like the following
-Sexy nurse
-Ghost Student
-?
-?
Shit, brain dead, cannot think of what's e other 2.
LOL

Yeap, so being the happy gal once again,
i will place my focus on more constructive thing,
like, planning more things for myself to attend.
Aerobics are left will a few more session, maybe shall sign up for kickboxing...

Love my family more as i can always feel their concern for me.
Mum thought that i m broke thus explain my lack of mood,
Dad thought that i m out of love (this is uber funny when mum told me this)
Sis thought that i have prob at work (partially)
Only beng didnt show any concern, hahaha, idiot her! Ok la, coz is her exam period.

Love my 7 gals more as they always provide me with the best advice.

Love Jasmine more as she always bring laughter for me and hear my complains.

Most importantly,

LOVE MYSELF MORE,
coz i just deserve it.
HAHAHA!

Holiday happy, Happy Holiday

2009-09-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

I always have this "ThankGodIsFriday" feeling back in sch, back in attachment period.
Now, this feeling is gone, because my job is a 5.5 days job.
The feeling is postpone-d to Saturday.

Working peeps will be enjoying their long weekends, just like me because such thing do not usually happen, is like a once or twice thing in A YEAR! Freaking 365 days ok!
So how did i spent my weekends?
Eventually, Saturday is supposed to be spend with my best friend,
who knows something came like so last min, that i have to let her home to rest.
I dressed up for nthing lo. Waste my time.
So i went home, wanted to catch some show with mum,
who knows i just knock out while waiting for em to decide which show to watch.
I just concussed till late evening.
Do you all know the feeling of having a nap, a nap without any dream, without any stress, and the waking up feeling is damn refreshing?
I lost the feeling ever since poly life i guess, now i have gotten it back and i am glad. Hee!

Today i stayed at home to do all the household chores.
Had breakfast, lunch and dinner with family.
I think back, when was the last time i spend my weekends with my family, i cannot remember.
This is making me guilty. Bad =/
Is not always a must to be out on every weekends, because what we needed most is plenty of rest, to replenish all the energy lost during weekdays.
So maybe i will be 宅女from now on.
JUS KIDDING!

I have got 2 years to get myself slim and pretty!

Something that keep me going

2009-09-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

I tweet more than i blog. =)

I allow myself to be a emo freak for just one day,
because i just have to be strong.

I make a decision and i regretted.
I have no ideas how many time in my life that i chose and regret.
But you see, dat's how we learn, in a harder way.

I am glad even though i made wrong choices almost everytime,
when i turn back, they are still there for me.
Always there...
When that happen, i will tell myself i m not gonna let them down again,
however, this cycle goes on and on and on.

I duno wat's going on with me.
I guess the only thing that i can do now is to block everything out of my life again.
Sad to say, the barrier is up.
You caused it and you are simply an ass to do such thing.

Speechless.
I swear is not gonna be again, but GOODBYE!

I have gotten myself a new baby!!!
My canon powershot G10, and i am having a hard time understanding him.
Nevertheless, i still love him =))

Saturday Morning

2009-08-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

Day alone at office today.
Jasmine abandoned me again.
Bad girl.

This week is a week full of ups and downs.
2 simple days can make me feel like giving up something.
I just feel like cursing and swearing for those days.
But then again, those days were over.
I am glad to have some ppl in my life to cheer me on,
asking me not to give up,
telling me their own experience and bla bla.

I guess i am someone who of emotions,
sibei mood swing...
I dun realli tok to ppl abt my prob,
becoz i dun see e point of me pouring out all my whiny complaints to them when firstly, they will jus console u w/o evaluating e prob, so when they tell me e prob i will jus shut em off,
secondly, i am afraid i will jus burst to bucket of tears when telling em what happen.

I am glad i have her in life.
She's always there for me.
Giving me advise,
giving me e chance to scream out loud, even to her.

Thanks Siying,
is my fortunate to know u in life. =)))

*SHALL END E CHAPTER FOR THIS F. WEEK!
________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I'll by flying off on the 24th Sep to Sawatikap kap kap!!!
Going with Jasmine!
Only 2 of us.
We were so excited when we tok abt it,
but when we are going to book the air tix, we felt so uneasy.
HAHA. Girls!

I am realli looking forward to the trip.
A trip that can teach us to be independent =))
A trip to let our hair down and go for million times of massage,
do medi and pedi, change nails color every single day.
Bring back another 2 more luggage with lots of clothes, bags and shoes inside.
Maybe i can smuggle a thai bf back here too, so that he can cook for me tom yum noodle.

2 more HHHRRRSSS to end of work!

Hello Readers!

2009-08-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Ang neo ha seh yo!

Yes, today will be my third korean lesson. Is getting more and more interesting when you can learn more words which you can use in ur everyday life. For eg, baboh, meaning idiot. LOL

Twitter is getting more and more common. Introduce by jasmine, thus explaining this dead blog.
What makes me come back again is becoz suddenly i feel so emotional and wanna pen down my thoughts.
Twitter is for summary and i totally cannot summarized my thoughts is less than maybe 20 words.

Ok, back to topic.

I feel dat i am veri fortunate as compared to some of my friends, in terms of many things.
However, human beings are all one kind, nv satisfied with what they have.
What they do is to complain, complain and complain.

I am trying my very best in everything i do,
realli am trying hard. But when things get so stagnant and there's nthing for u to strive hard, is just like brain dead, routine cycle.
Daddy always tell me dat whatever u do, try to gain more experience. It will be beneficial for u in ur future. You might not see it now, but definitely in the near future.
I always feel very guilty when he told me dat, becoz i duno what i have gained.
Maybe there's some changes, some experience gained, but i guessed is so unknowingly.

I am trying to learn more things when life for me now is quite flexible.
No sch stress and wat's not.
I took up korean lesson, i go gym at least once a week, i took up cross training aerobics.
I want to expose myself to more things.
Am also very proud of myself to see a 4 digit amount in my bank account. yea, maybe is nthing, but then is a achievement for me.

Feeling is kind of strange, i just hope time will pass quickly to next year and da-tah, a brand new life for me.

That's hw i feel.

Who in the world will understand? Maybe 1, or maybe 2, or maybe majority of e population are experiencing wat i am facing now. But then, there's no one who can gif u a helping hand becoz, is ur life. u are e one who has e full control of ur life. So just plan ur life well till e day u die.

There's always one saying, dun live ur life with regrets.
But i am always regretting with the decision i have made.
That's me and i hate it.
Like wat i have said, nv satisfied.

Ok, move on! I believe that i can do better!

Random!

2009-07-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

In one of my folder, i found these:

The blue black i've gotten when i fell off from my bicycle on Miang's bday.
Super big, dun dare to wear shorts for a period of time.

Custom-made biscuit for Beng. FYI, her name is ELISE.
My 2 sis and I heart this biscuit, nv get sick of this. =)
Is quite diff to find it though.

The cute little Elmo cost Jasmine $14 and the mickey hanky cost me $16.
After signing up for Korea Lesson at Cityhall, we went Marina Square for SHOPPING.
They have so many "catch bear" machines there.
Initially we only spend 5 bucks each, but then we din catch anything, so we spend another 5 bucks, one aft another......
See hw ex the elmo and the mickey is.
Simply not our luck. HAHA

Hair band from KOREA. Very unique, but not my style.

Bye purple hair

Working for British American Tobacco tml.
Which means,
-I have to wake up at 6 again,
-I have to travel to woodlands,
-I will only reach home at 8 plus,
-I have to slp early every night,
-I cant join my ladies for ladies night
=(
Just for 1 last week, everything will be back to normal.
ENDURE! For the sake of MONEY!

Surviving, still surviving

2009-06-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

Ever since i took up the temp marketing rep job,
i realise i do not have the time for my family, friends, not even myself.
Leave home everyday @ 6 plus in e morning, back at home only at 8 plus.
By the time i m home, i will just concuss on my bed.
That marks e end of a day.
Lifeless isnt it. Yea, i totally think so.
However, i do enjoy e feeling of being busy.
I spent my day wisely, but nt at home slacking and eating junk food.
Although i dun see e end product now, i know end of month i will.. =)

If you realise, i have violet hair!
Previously is with blue highlights, but e colour didnt even last me for a month, so i went Chap 2 for this purple hair.
My friends was asking me if i change colour every week.
I told em next week i will change to yellow. Haha!

Finally a day i can rest at home,
i didnt touch my com for a week!
Feel so uncomfortable.
Sunday is a day when i can do all my things,
pack my stuffs and replenish my energy.

After this, am gonna to wash my shoes, pack my closet and my table.

Where is my date?

Hello WORLD

2009-06-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

Hello World!

I became a busy woman all of a sudden.
I manage to find myself a full time job and also a 1 month part time job with good money.
With Jo malone's pay coming in on the 10th, plus my full and part time job, am gonna be a happy woman this month. =)

In the end, i did not appeal for the 2 Uni.
Though now a degree is nothing, it is still a MUST to obtain it.
However, i m trying to get myself involve in other things first, for example, earn lots of $$$$$.
In the mean time, i will take up courses to upgrade myself.
I have decided to give myself 2 years to do all the things.

I realli hope that my family will give me full support of what i m going to do.

Stay happy WORLD

2009-06-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

End-Start

2009-05-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

All thanks to Jasmine, i found a job that i have no problem in waking up early in the morning.

Why?

Because

I have got AWESOME "office" design. As you can see from the picture, the concept of my office is veri homely.
Boss is super nice to us, everything is up to us to decide.
He told us he is going to install a TV with cable TV plus Wii..
Like, DOUBLY WOW!
We stock up the fridge with lots and lots of drinks and food.
Another plus point is,
the office is located at KOVAN!
15 mins frm my house, how convenient mann!
I duno their point of view,
i guess i just need more of their moral support and encouragement.
On the surface they doesnt seems to care alot,
but deep down inside their heart, i noe this matter alot to em.
I cant do anything else if this is e final conclusion,
but well, i jus need some alone time.

Anyway, WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE MISS SY!

Some pictures taken during MUMMY'S DAY!

LASTLY,

HAPPY GRADUATION!

HAPPY GRADUATION!

2009-05-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY GRADUATION!

In a few hours time, we will be gathering in one of the lecture hall,

with my graduation attire, go up the stage, snap snap snap & BYE NGEE ANN!

Aiyo, hw fast mann!

I am quite excited of meeting my friends later on.

Never meet up ever since, MARCH?

Yaya, miss all the internal joke and all.

Alright, gonna prepare for it.

I m down with flu, jus this morning.
Maybe they will stop me frm going in.

Watever!

Never contented.

2009-05-09T00:31:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was my 1 week anniversary at work.
What can i say? Money nv come easy.
Long hrs of standing, standing and standing...
However, i am able to learn lots of new things abt fragrances and hand and arm massage.
Also, learning to work in a fast pace environment and also nice packaging for gifts.
I was taught to be independent, under the "bo pian" act due to shortage of manpower.

I decided to gif myself a little break today coz my cough is still disturbing me,
not veri nice to keep coughing in the shop as we r always in close contact with the customer.

My payday is on the 10th.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
& my schedule sux though,
but for e sake of $$$$$$$, i will endure for maybe another month =)

MOTHER'S DAY!

We are so going to pamper our mum tml as i think that she realli deserves it.

Mummy, i love you =)

I had crossed my own barrier and step out the first step.

Nice start, i am so proud of myself.

am tired

2009-04-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

Let me start off with my BIG STRAWBERRIES!

Dont you think is HUGE! It is almost half of my palm, is sweet with a mixture of sourness.

Yesterdae was realli a bad day though todae is equally bad.
Aniwae, Philly and i were on our way to Van's hse abt 10 plus in the morning.
We chatted along the way and suddenly philly told me she realise that there is this guy who have been following us and at the same time doing something "not right".
I thot she's just being sensitive.
But i was so wrong.
The next moment i found him jus beside us, hiding behind the bush, DIY-ing and making that kind of sound.
Both of us was horrified, we realli didnt know what to do.
I was furious and scare.
I wanted to shout at him but i afraid that he will run to us and kill us with something.
Who know's right, we will nv understand what a sicko person will do.
Back to the story,
so we walked to somewhere far from the bush and deciding if we shld call the police.
Ok, too shocked to know what to do.
So we decided to call the police.
OMG!
Such thing can happen early in the morning, is he realli dat in need? PERVERT!
For people staying Sengkang, pls beware of this old man in his late 40s along Sengkang East Way , near Jalan Merdu. For ur ifo, he was wearing this striking lime green shirt that day.

Outing with beng. Check out my new spec!

That's what we ordered for small bites at Swensen (Vivo Outlet)
I duno if is me or wat, our small bites will nv turn out to be small and we will end up being full. LOL. Siying will agree with me =)

Another day.
If i am broke, is nt becoz i m lavish, is becoz i dote on my sis =)

Beng and mum recommend jap italian restaruant at Liang Court.
I totalli think otherwise.
The main course sux.
Mum told us the standard was much better when they dine in the other day.
Luckily mich was the one paying for the meal. HAHAHA!
The escargot is worth trying, chilli hotdog is not too bad..
That's the only few dished i think is edible.

No longer putting high hope for Uni.
Ppl receiving letters,
ppl going for interview,
i have got no news at all.

I received this long ago and was realli shock,
i wonder hw they define top graduates.

And this just not long ago,
can i still be under the protection scheme?
I m not ready yet.

Too fast, too soon

Loha!

2009-04-12T10:04:00.000-07:00

I am waiting...
for calls,
for more calls,
for letters,
for answer.

I made a wrong move many years back,
will i choose the wrong move again?
I m nt ready,
if dat's e case, then that's something seriously wrong with me.
Omg!

Beng had a long weekend,
she's so happy to have Good Friday,
then i told her this "Everyday is like Good Friday to me"
Hahaha.
Went Vivo with her on Sat.
Wanted to catch a show at 3 plus,
but jus becoz she dreamt of ice cream dat cause her to have this crave for it,
so we stopped at Gelare to have our ice cream and we missed the slot =(
We went Toys"R"Us, and i almost fall asleep inside..
Beng told me to act childish abit and stop giving the "sian" look,
but hello, i am alr 21!!!! Am i suppose to skip ard the shop with one bear on my hand? LOL
I am realli glad to have her as my sister.
She's someone who i can share my deepest secret with.

Monday.
I dislike.
Is not becoz i am working tml,
but i hate to be woke up by calls to ask me down for interview,
and e pay they are paying is like "is dat the max u can gif?"
I shld have accept e $1.5k admin job,
i rejected it.
Dumb me!
Not going to care so much,
see hw things go.

Aniwae, sis mich was toking abt her bkk trip with Doug this May,
mum and i decided to tag along with em.
Everything was almost settled,
hotel, air tix, until mum told dad abt it and he told us abt Thailand unrest news.
Such a right timing!
Hopefully everything will be alright in 1-2 weeks time,
so we can proceed on for our plan!
PRAY

I cant see my future!

Where is it heading to??

Hello future..ture..ture.........!!!

Updates!

2009-04-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, i m so freak up abt my tooth again.
Socks was mentioning abt her super polished teeth, which i cannot see e diff, HAHA,
and the topic of WISDOM TOOTH arise again.
I drag for super long alr, since i was in BCA till now. Sux!
Van told me is not realli dat painful, but then, my endurance for pain is like 1.5/10 only,
which means that i will probably cry when the dentist inject anesthetic to my gum!! I can feel the pain now! And you noe wat, it cost like $600++ for one stupid lower jaw tooth to get extracted!
$600.
I can get many useful stuffs, seriously.
Okok, i will go to polyclinic soon, to get referral letter, hopefully can get it all done at a lower price.
Sux!

To those who went KBox and came across the song 叶子.
Was listening to 933 yesterdae nite and i was so shocked to hear that the singer, Ah sang passed away yesterdae due to breast cancer. She was only 34 this year. OMG!
I still cannot believe it.
Is not dat i am friend with her,
but i feel that "death" is something that is beyond our control which i realli dislike.
I dun like e feeling of someone close leaving us for not like 1 or 2 days but freaking FOREVER!
Ok, enough of e sad stuff..

Here's something to share,
tml will be my v. trip to club with gfssssssssss!

Dislike

2009-04-05T10:42:00.000-07:00

I dun want to get him involve again

Shutup&getlost!

STRESS- TOTALLY FREE!

2009-03-23T11:03:00.000-07:00

I now pronounce that i have successfully achieved a diploma in Real Estate Business!

3 years is quite a long year. Frankly speaking, e journey is not easy.
If u want me to go thru it once more, i will tell u to go to hell! LOL.
YEAP YEAP.
I thot that i hated e course, but e truth is, actualli i m not.
I have grow to realli love it and i wish to continue with that, hopefully i can gain enough knowledge and experience to help my dad in his business.

The last result was out on 20th and i m pleased with it.
I earned it. I deserve it, base on my ABILITY and nthing else. =)
It is not like group project which u can depend on ur grp mates to get better result.
This IAP is definitely a one man show.
From the day i show up in BCA till the day of final presentation,
I fought through the way.

i pray for my next journey

I need a job, but i cant commit till April 6.

Thus is realli bad.

Is not realli an idea to stay at home, neither is it good to keep going out w/o any income.

Sux!

I can only wait till next month...

& then

What's next?

Death

2009-03-19T11:20:00.000-07:00

If one day, you were asked to choose a picture to describe your LIFE, what will you choose?

I'll choose this. Is colourful yet dull.
Is kind of complicated and the patterns are leading to nowhere.
Maybe it best describe what i m feeling now.

i am thinking of a best way to blog about the topic
&
I AM HAVING FLU AGAIN!
G.D!

I had a naughty 21st!

2009-03-13T00:55:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all the wishes,
thanks for all the presents,

thanks for all the great food,

thanks for all the surprises

Lastly,

thanks for being my friends=)

Had a realli memorable 21st birthday with my family and all my friends.

Is great to have em in my life.

So what if i does not have any great party with great theme,

i still have great companion =)

Let's start off with, my polymates...

Thank you Anna for the ride back.

Though u r not the one driving, still thanks for the intention of lying=)

Thanks Cheryl for entertaining everyone of us that nite,

maybe is not realli entertaining but rather picking a fight with anna,

i do have a great time watching e free show =)

Thanks Shuting and Angeline for choosing the awesome watch!
I realli LOVE it!

Finally, is not wallet again after receiving it for like 2 or 3 years =)

Next up, my dearest family!
Couldnt celebrate it on my actuali date due to sister's flight,
so we had an advance celebration=)
Went to ponggol end for seafood, i <3>

After dat went for prawning and we caught a TOTAL of 1 prawn! Yea, cheers for the 1 prawn =)

Thanks DADDY for the HUGE angbao!
Suddenly, i feel realli rich.
Dont worry dad, i will save it for more useful stuffs.

Thanks MUMMY for buying new clothes for me and also ur angbao!
I am a grown up now, maybe u can stop worrying so much for me

Thanks Mich sis for ur SKII essence.

I know u buy it from duty free and there's discount,

but u know i still love you!

Thanks Princess Beng for chipping in the essence and ur small token of angbao!

I felt so warm aft reading ur letter and i noe i dote u more now.
Of coz as a super nice sister of hers, i wont take her $$ la, she's still studying. But i realli appreciate it =) Love you!

Thanks Douglas also for ur angbao.

Sorry for the wrong timing when saying "Thank You for ur angbao" LOL!

Thanks Miss bestfriend SY for all ur never happen plans.

Your thoughts of bringing me to Kusu island is realli nice,

but u noe my birthday is always a rainy season.. =)

Thanks for spending so much time doing the book for me.

You shouldnt have taken a day off and do till early in the morning.

I LOVE the book!

Especially one of the page. HAHA

Is realli nice=)

P.S: Beng will always rem u ordered the wrong food for her. HAHAHA! you die! =)

Yes, lastly, the Sclub7.

The surprise started when i met up with Gwen.
So she lied to me the rest are waiting for me in a restaurant and philly will be late.
The dumb me didnt even realise something is wrong when philly reached so fast when less than 5 mins ago she claimed dat she was at raffles.

Ok, so both of em brought me to somewhere and blindfold me.
Then they lead me to somewhere, u have no idea how unsecured i m.
Finally, when they unfold me, this is wat i saw:

HAHAHA! In case u have no idea wat's the theme of the party is, they are acting as my Mr.Turban bf. 7 Turbans bf inside a hotel room. Yaya, initially i do not know wat they are up to as well. HAHAHA! Hilarious.

They are busy with the preparation.

Realli sweet of em to do up all the deco and yummy food.
Finally get a chance to eat Miang's siu mai. LOL!

Yeayea! My turban bf! Spot the one with hairband. LOL!

NICE! Is memories, our memories =)

This wallet does not come easy. They lock it inside a safe and i have got only 2 chances to get the code. Blame on me for not able to rem their birthday =( The password is atcualli philly's bday. So i have to do a dare, SUGGESTED BY QUEK SOK CHENG! And i definitely malu myself. THANKS!
NVM, is ok... I love my present! =)

Dinner was at Bugis steamboat.
Good food, good boss.

They lied to me that they didnt get me any cake and i was indeed disappointed =(
They still say dat the super melted ice cream cake is my birthday cake and they jus ate it w/o singing birthday song for me... =(

So after dinner, da-tah,

I am a happy girl again.
Yeayea, i shouldnt have believe em at all.

I had a naughty yet MEMORABLE birthday.

(Adeline)left due to lesson, (Gwen and Miang) down b4 we started our super fast drinking game.
So we r left with philly, van, sok, ber and I.
The super suay Philly keep losing and she has up to 4 cups on hand to finish up.
Then she cheat and w/o finishing her drinks she went to bed.

The rest cont. with the game.
Suckling pig start to appear,
suckling pig start to shiver.
All start to run to the toilet in every 5 min.
The management called up and complaint.
The last 2 survivors, VAN & I finish the rest of vodka.
All getting high and laugh with NOT FUNNY thing.

I started puking,
followed by Van,
then Ber, then Sok!

Those on bed are woken up by us,
realli feel bad to trouble em. I think i scolded em for duno wat reason.
OMG, thinking back, is realli hilarious.
Miang have to keep running in and out of the toilet to boil water for us.
Philly and Gwen have to take turns to bring us to toilet and hold plastic bag for us to puke,
having no choice but to smell our pukes.
Sok help us in some ways too..

All thanks to em, i am a happy girl =)

Introducing my blur friend, Jasmine Lim.
She thought she's the first to wish me when she's the last.
HAHAHA! She mixed up the date. Blur leh.

Is realli nice of her to handmade all the little things for me.
How nice=)
Oh yea, spot the mickey mp3.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!
I LOVE EM!

21st!

2009-02-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

I'll be turning 21st soon!

I really duno what i want,

but i do not want to get something i dun like,
and i dun want to make it tough for my friends to hunt for my presents.

Ok, this may sound fake,
but to me, what matter most is the companionship!
I m so looking forward~

key for me to enter to the next stage of my life,

key for u to enter into my heart <3

What's next?

2009-02-21T02:17:00.000-08:00

18.02.2009 marks the end of my life in NP!

I thought there will be lots of photo taking,

jus like in pri & sec sch, when u will cry and hug ur friends,

like as if we r not going to meet again.

So, is diffn this time round.

Diffn time slot for the final presentation,

earliest at 11am, lastest at 230pm

so there's no way to cam whore..

Plus, everyone was so tired aft so mani days of sleepless night jus to prepare the presentation,

thus, shag face for photo taking will be a NONO!

Everyone was asking,

"So what's ur plan?"

But seriously, give me a break.

My initial plan is to go for a short trip with Sy,

settle with some of my stuff,

hunt for a job,

wait for result,

wait for another big result ard April.. & dat's it..

I mean, isnt it e same for everyone??

Ask for e sake of asking...

Met up with ANNABEL yesterdae,

e gal whom i noe since pri 5...

Lots of update, lots of shocking news,

but come to think abt it, dat's life..

We've all grown up, life is definitely gonna be diffn..

Dine at Pasta de Waraku,

my all times fav.

But dat unlucky bel actualli ordered a pasta, which taste like, plain pasta.

Ok, sy's and mine actualli taste awesome, thus we gave her extra slice of pizza! LOL

The pasta which taste like, jus boiled pasta.. eeeek.

Mine! Chicken & mushroom

More pizza madam?

After dinner, is e usual gal's thing.. Photo taking!

We wanted to go Eski bar to chill,

but Sy suggested another place which is, WOW!

We went Swissotel,70th storey, City Space.

The view is doublely AWESOME!

CHEERS for friendship!
Cheers for the wonderful nite!

The angle that lies! HAHAHA!

The last strive

2009-02-15T08:42:00.000-08:00

I think i should just write something to keep this blog of mine alive.

So, HELLO EARTH!

I m trying to do my powerpoint now for my wednesday presentation,
my last presenation in Ngee Ann Poly.
10 or 15 min to tell em what have i done throughout the 6 months attachment,
did i say b4 my summary skill sux?
But anyway, i m still trying to pick out all e impt points.

Mentioning abt that, my attachment ended on the 6th.
All i can say is,

FINALLY!

You have no idea how much i have suffered.

Apparently, i did not cry on my last day,

even if i cried, it will be totally TEARS OF JOY!

But i do miss some of my comical colleagues.

Without them, i think i will jus DIE in my office.

I have learnt...

Learn that TRUST is nothing but bullshit.

Learn that being a HYPOCRITE is a must in working life.

Learn that ppl with no abilities will resort to underhand ways to get RECOGNITION.

Learn that FLIRTING around is disgusting.

Learn that guys who fell for flirts are jus plain STUPID, dumb ass.

Learn that study is better than working.

I did not want to continue, unless i want my to shorten my life

i have learnt, have you?

Yet another V'day with no Valentine.

I practically spend e past few days having sleepless night.
Omg, this is my first time in my whole entire life staying up throughout the night,
I did not even do that for my examination. HAHAHA!
So, was at Gwen's place on the 12th to bake cake and also edit video for Van's 21st B'day!
We had a great laugh, definitely.
The chocolate cake that tasted like "Huat gueh",
e music video we acted with lion dance, e lang sai.
The converting of video took the most time to do it.
So we camp over to do it, and we left at 8am in the morning.
I felt like aaarrrhhh, when i reach the MRT station.
I was dressed like super casual, when everyone in the station is like properly dressed, preparing to go to work. I really feel like digging a hole on the spot.
Luckily i saw Adeline, hahaha, at least someone to talk to will make my situation better.

OOOOooo, my laptop finally die on me.
DAMN!
REFORMAT! Like aways!
Lousy ACER!
I have to travel to jurong twice to get everything done up.
Reformat= Lost of songs, lost of my past year project, lost of all my chioest photos!
I m so sad =(

So, on the 13th, we meet up again,
to surprise e bday gal when e clock strike 12am.
Maybe she wasnt really surprise, but i bet she's realli touched.
TEARS OF JOY, i feel you!!!
Saw the completed Music Video, realli hilarious!
Went Tcc at 3 plus, chatted for awhile and everyone jus drop dead on the table, except for the lang sai and e bday gal.
I still doubt that i did slp tok! lol...
We proceed to Yum cha at chinatown at 830am.
I am proud to say that we are the FIRST customer of the day.
I am also pround to say that we make everything a successful one.

3 more weeks...

TO MY 21st BIRTHDAY!

Ok, i have no intention to hold any party or chalet,
becoz i dun wanna tired myself out. HAHAHA
Went for my sis 21st bday, she's practically trying to entertain every single one of her friends....
And is like there's so many cliques, so weird la.

To any of the S club 7 if you are reading this,
if only u all are planning for my bday and i believe you all will definitely plan for me lol,

Do make it a simple one. But i dun mind another music video. HAHAHA. Kidding..
I will definitely look out for a location, so that you ladies dun have to always meet up to brainstorm for the location.
I dun mind surprise from 12am to 3am and say bye to meet again e next day. HAHAH
All and all, a simple one will do ok?

Sy, you better date me out!

Alright, e last strive..

THE END

2009-02-04T18:33:00.000-08:00

WOooo WOooo WOooo
Counting down 1 and a half day to THE END OF ATTACHMENT!

To be continue...

新年快乐！

2009-01-27T18:35:00.000-08:00

Something diffn from private company and government organisation is that private co do not have to start work on the 3rd day of CNY!

Anyway, i am back from malaysia, like 2 days ago.
Is aren't as bad as i imagine.
I thought there will be no common topic btwn my cousins and i coz all along my elder sis is the one closer to em, as their topic is always abt "bf bf bf", and believe me, they can tok abt e same topic till morning.
Well then, i cannot contribute to the same topic as i haf nthing to contribute abt, too bad.

This time round is more on a "how are u" thing and one of my cousin is going to register for her marriage on Valentine' day.
All i can say is, we've all grown up.

Congrats cousin!

And yeap, we went back by train this year and the journey is a total of 8 freaking hour.

The hour is long, but is much more convenient than coach.

So, ok la. this year is more on a updates, shopping and SLEEPING all day long there..

We arrived in Singapore ard 10 plus on monday.

We tag along wif sis and doug to catch a 2am show, reach home at ard 5 plus.

-Shag-

Yesterdae we have to wake up early as all e relatives are going to eat 盆菜.

Afterwhich mum, beng and i went to catch another movie.

And can u imagine, i am working TODAY!

SO FAST! i only spend a few pathetic day celebrating my CNY!

Not fun! =(

i m only looking forward to tonight steamboat!

steamboat steamboat steamboat!

2009-01-20T19:50:00.000-08:00

SCANDALOUS AFFAIR

EEEEEEEEwwwwwwwwwww.

Will update juicy gossips soon... SOON

Revived

2009-01-18T19:50:00.000-08:00

I am posting now becoz i have handed in my draft final report.
Is so tedious doing report, sux.

Finally done with all the CNY shopping and spring cleaning,
somehow i feel that this year is damn rush, dat i have no choice but to clean all within a day.
i m feeling bad now, coz firstly, today is monday and i have to drag myself out of bed to work.
Secondly, my whole body is aching now due to the WHOLE day of spring cleaning.
Thirdly, i feel so lost. Lost of direction for my future.

So as usual, i m going back to Malaysia to pay a visit to my paternal grandparent.
Something diffn this year is that sis and mum do not have to go back. Unfair
I cannot imagine how awkward the situation will be...

Something to keep my day going is dat tml will be taking a day off to attend some tok in sch,
public holi for CNY even though we have to start work on wed and also attachment is ending real soon.

Settle for some thoughts

HAPPY 2009!

2009-01-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I gonna make this brand new year a meaningful one & a happening one.

No more hatred,

no more bad-temper,

no more shyness,

no more bad attitude.

More smile,

more kind deed,

more sincere,

more helpful.

The first minute of 2009 was spent on Marina Bay.

Just as everyone is posting the performance pic and fireworks picture,

i shall post this:

The construction of IR is still going on even though it is the NYE.
I feel quite bad actually.
Bad in a sense that i m hoping to get the best entertainment in the last day of 2008 when the foreign worker are working hard to get the IR to be completed on time.
Not only them, but also security guards, bus/MRT driver, cleaners, those profession that have to serve the public to make sure our safety.

I SALUTE YOU!

Somehow, i feel so positive about 2009 and i m sure it will be.

Happy 2009 once again!

CGE!

2008-12-21T21:49:00.000-08:00

We had our CGE last Friday at Tiffany Cafe.
The food is not even satisfactory, they dun serve oyster.
I think they substitue it with mussels, wth, such a great different.

Now, our innovation room is turning into store room cum entertainment room.
We have dart and carum inside our room, where we can play all these when we r feeling asleep, or when u hated someone so much and u can paste the person's pic in the middle of the bulleye. Lol, we can realli entertain ourselves.

Ok, back to CGE

Dinner is nt realli the main issue, the gift is e MAIN.
I've gotten a nail polish set from The Face Shop, Jasmine gotten a pair of nice earring and joyce have gotten a bracelet.

Introducing Joyce, Jasmine and I =)
The 2 gals who i met during the attachment.
Jasmine will be leaving BCA by end of this month which i will be terribly sad =(
Her laughing point is as low as mine, or worst still lower than mine,
and we can laugh non-stop over a so-not-funny thing.
Her language like seh lo, dots lo and funny have alr influence us.
Our deeply shared secret will always be our secret. Lol, wish u all the best in job hunting! Especially underwater world. =)

The second naughtiest gift! Zebra

Muahahaha! The most naughtiest gift, by ME!

Kenneth, Farida and Serene. The peeps which help me alot in my attachment period.

My twin! Siti, who have the same birthday date as me!

The 2 most funny person in the company!

Farida and Abdullah! The guy who bring me for TOP/CSC inspection.

Miss photogenic, Melissa!

One guardiance angel with 5 mei mei-sssssssss

The "tao" of my department.

Actualli, come to think about it, my attachment will be ending in 1 month time..

Hurray hurray! cheer for it!

6 months will jus pass like dat,

aft dat i will be damn lost.

Maybe i will go for a super short trip with BFF,

aft dat will be a headache for U.

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-21T02:54:00.000-08:00

Counting down to CHRISTMAS!

4 more days to go.

12/12 was Beng's bday.

Dad brought us to Marina Club House for dinner and prawning.
It has been ages since we last went prawning.

TIEW'S PARENT

TIEW'S SISTER!

My love!

The one who always make me angry!

Some time back, the 3 gals went to Sentosa to audit Underwater World and Butterfly park and insect kingdom for auditing where we meet the most hospitality GM.

Underwater world is still e same, the same when i last went on this year b'day, but get to know dat children can actualli camp there. How awesome can it be?
Imagine slping with big sharks and weird looking fishes. Hahaha, nitemare, but is a good experience isnt it?

The most funny part is e other 2 gals are so afraid of butterflies, when they go "screaming" whenever a butterfly fly past them. Especially, Jasmine. Couldn't stop laughing when i recall dat.

Actualli i m also quite afraid when taking this shot. Do u noe how near am i to the buttefly. If this suddenly fly off, i m damn sure my camera will also fly off from my hand.

Fortunate butterfly

Also some time back, the gals went to Baba King Nonya Deli & Restaurant for Gwen's bday celebration.

I do admit that aft watching little nonya, i have this crave for nonya food and Baba King did not disappoint us at all.

The food is realli yummy and people there are realli friendly.

I jus sort out all the picture i took with my BFF when i was in Year 1 till now:

Friends for 10 over years,
full of memories.
From primary school when u always had a hard time teaching me math, scolding me not to copy ur math hw, to in secondary sch, where we feel damn awkard seeing each other in sec 1 & 2.
Then u make e first move to tok to me in sec 3, then u have to teach me math again for my Os.
It seem dat Math is the thing dat creates our friendship.

Then in my poly year 1 life, you are the one who always lend me a listening year whenever i had prob in sch. No matter if it is regarding love, friends or project, u r always there for me to complain complain & complain.

Then in year 2, we always have to quarrel of which public transport to take coz ur sch is nxt to MRT and mine is nxt to bus stop. Not forgetting u scaring a guy in bus 74, when he thought that u will bump into him and he will be paralyzed for the rest of his life.

To year 3 when u graduated from SP and no one to quarrel with me of which public transport to take. Also when my temper, my mentality, my everything started to change.

We spend every single occasion together regardless of V'Day, Christmas, New year, Birthday year aft year, despite the fact that there's only the 2 of us. But that's the whole thing of BFF rite, also the fact that we are both STILL single. Lol

You like going for picnic and we take 1 year to make it realli happen. You make the worst sushi in the world but still we finish it all to give u face.

When u will tear when reading my blog last time, when i mention i will give u a deathbook for u to write down all the ppl u hate.. Hahaha

The first time u get angry with me at PS.

When we play the throw peanut game at k box and next day u called me to say dat u found 1 peanut inside ur bag with ants all over. LOL

My parent still call u "pong sai gou" when u have alr straighten ur hair. My mum will ask u to come my house to eat the bo-dan and prepare some for u to bring home.

I find all these realli awesome.
One do not need lots of friends,
one BFF is enough.

I treasure this friendship more than anything else.
No one understand more than u do except my family.
No one can tolerate my bad temper, not even my family, except you.

So, FRIENDS FOREVER!

Some times back

2008-12-18T00:19:00.000-08:00

Today is Thursday and i am soo excited becoz tomorrow is FRIDAY!
I am so deeply in love with friday!

Another thing is dat tml our company, not realli e whole company, also not e entire department,hmmm, ok, selective, will have an advance christmas celebration!

Yeahooo!

We will be having gift exchange and i m soo looking forward to know what will i receive. =)

This week passes so fast as i did not turn up for work for 2 days due to stomach flu.
A veri bad experience coz my weight actualli went down by 2kg within 2 days.
Good in a way dat it is a veri fast way to lose weight, bad in a way that i had a veri bad time passing the 2 days.

Ok, i m so excited now.
Coz we have got a total of 6 presents inside our room.
But non of em belongs to me,
my secret buddy still haven put e gift inside the room. =/

TWILIGHT IS AWESOME!

Muhahahahah!

2008-11-30T07:13:00.000-08:00

I dun want my blog to be a place for me just to pen down my anger, my hatred and nothing else.

Although the anger and hatred is still deep inside me, i shall just stop for the moment and write about some happy stuff.

We didnt go for any picnic on Sat coz Beng got her flag day.

She is sooo blur la,

didnt even know when was it,

then we have to postpone the picnic jus becoz of her.

But i can have the whole sat to slack and slack like nobody business.

Becoz of the cannot-breathe wekdays,

i have to find ways on wkends to really pamper myself a little more.
So it become a bz bz days throughout the week that i cant realli rest my poor little legs at home.

My legs are happy legs on Saturday

During sch time,

waking up at 12-1pm in the afternoon is a auto thing during wekend,

but now,

my body clock will auto wake me up at 9 plus, latest 10am.

I jus want to force myself to slp longer but i cant.

So i drag mum and beng to maxwell market to have the porridge for breakfast.

Hahaha!
I noe is abit, hmm, i mean Damn sian to go back to my workplace on sunday,

but i m willing to do it for the porridge.
I always didnt get a chance to eat it during lunch hour,

is either the queue is super long,

or it is sold out.
I finally get to eat it today!

I am a happy girl on Sunday

Presenting to you, my fishy fishy:

My 3 adult fishy, 2 mollies and 1 swordtail

15- 2 wks old mollies (Look like tadpoles)

5 left cichlid. 2 jus died yesterdae. Sadded =(

3 baby swordtail. They are so cute, their tails are starting to change colour.

2008-11-25T19:42:00.000-08:00

Jus like the garfield,
am so dead.

I need some changes to the work scope.
Everything is so monotonous.
So dead, SO DEAD!

They want us to write something interesting but not only on ONE MAIN scope we are currently doing,
then why in the first place they want to put us here when they know exactly what we will be doing for half the year.

At first eveything seems interesting and it was interesting.
Now, no longer.
Imagine doing the same thing over and over ago,
thinking what have i achieve from all these repeated stuff.

Luckily there's another department that took us in,
so is additional things for me to learn about.
Eventually, everything will be back to the same square.

Why like that?
I dun like.
Last time, i dun have a problem waking up to go to work coz everything is still fresh for me.
Now, i will laze around and have the reluctant feeling of waking up.
I hate this kind of feeling when comes to working life, becoz there's no motivation, nothing for me to look forward to.

Sadded =(

I will request to do other stuff,
I WILL!

Come to think think about it,
no one will understand.
Hell`

Appointment with SY on the 24th Dec!
So excited!
Eve eve eve!
Half day on that day, but not for SY.
I think they should give a day off on e 26th as well.
Yeayeayea, dream on~ Booooo!

Christmas shopping, the most tiring part.
Other than my family, i have more friends to shop for this year.
- Sec sch clique
- Best friend
- Polymates
- Colleague/Friends haha

Looking forward, but todae is only the 26th Nov.................. =/

Picnic this sat,
beng and i will be the one preparing food this time round,
and SY will get all the tibits and drinks.
Wahahaha!
TIME FOR REVENGE!
SY prepared awful sushi last time,
this time i will make sure she go home with hungry stomach!
Lol. Kidding kidding~
I was once a F&N student ok!
How bad will my culinary be,
though i once serve creamy soup which taste like hot milk. Wahahahaha! Oops~

Bye

Yet another day

2008-11-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

Late night on Wed,
late night on Fri,
late night on Sat,
so i sleep throughout my whole sunday! =)

I wanna complain abt something,
but i cant.
Is kind of obvious if i say it here.
All i kind say is,
disgusted, bitchy,bastard, unfair, irritating!
All my friends should know what i m toking abt,
but pls dun reveal anything in my tag or wat in case of much misunderstanding. =)

Please have a limit of what u are doing,
dun make me flare up,
if not bear the consequences yourself.
You shld noe me well enough that i m not a weakling that u can climb over my head.

Looking forward

2008-11-20T07:30:00.000-08:00

I finally met up with the gals yesterdae aft so mani months due to my absence of all the important events.

Suddenly, i felt so bad.
I do not know much of the recent updates,
i do not know that Phillicia's leg is injured quite seriously,
i do not know of the christmas celebration's plan,
i do not know dat sok is still angry with the "Tian Tian Ye Ye" Song.....

I am glad that i can make it yesterdae to e last min updates of all the stuffs. =)
So looking forward to the 25th DEC,
BUT!
There's work on the 26th!!!
Sadded,
and their plan is till 3am in the morning which means that i have to go to work straight aft the programm~
Nvm, shall have all e fun first.

We are going to have pajamas party!
We are going to perform and e highlight will be the walkway!
All the food we are going to prepare sounds yummy,
e deco will look gorgeous!

Ok, i am going to work on Sat with Gwen,
with e pay 4x as much as wat i m earning now.
Like such a big diff..
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Maybe is time for some reflection =)

Chilled nite

2008-11-14T21:46:00.000-08:00

Glad and not glad.
Glad that e date due for interim report has been postpone,
not glad that i will have to continue with it.
Just wish to get over and done with.

FRIDAY!
I always like Friday,
coz we end work at 530,
and is like e next day is sat and i can finally have my beauty sleep.
So on Fri, sy finally brought me to e restaruant at Pasir Ris Park.
Okie, 100% agree with her, e ambience there is so nice, so soothing, so relaxing.

The food there is delicious, and and and, the price is also reasonable.
What's more can u ask for when u are eating ur nice dinner with sea breeze blowing at ur face gently, having ur best friend around listening to all ur trouble and all.

We tok abt our past,
we tok abt our future,

we tok abt the changes in us,

we tok abt our job,

we tok abt our education,

we tok abt our family,

we tok abt our friend,

we tok abt everything under the sun.

So on Saturday,

we spend the whole morning deciding where to go.

Was planning to go bottle tree for prawning,

but is like freaking $29 for 2 1/2 hour.

Jus my sis and i alone will be $58,

with no guarantee that u will sure catch a single prawn.

My sis and i are totally fine with the idea of catching longkang fishy,

with many variety of molly, swordtail, guppy and platy,

but SY think that this is no kick`

Chey...

So she suggested to go turtle island.

Was so excited abt it,

when i was going to bath and get prepared,

she say the last boat jus depart. #$%#$%#

okie~

Thought of Pulau Ubin,

but then, we can do nthing much there.

THEN!

We finally settle with the idea of kite flying.

But the prob is, where can we find a piece of land with no obstruction.

We thought of marina bay,

but not very sure if e whole area is under construction.

So we change the location of Pasir Ris Park.

And ta dah---

Sy's super heavy kite that cannot fly

Ok, i m not a meanie,

but aft kite flying,

beng wanted to cycle despite the fact that she doesnt know how to.

So, Sy e not so pro cyclist rent a 2 rider bicycle,

and my individual bicycle.

They fall off the bicycle for a total of 3 times,

and beng's leg is full of bruises now.

Sy trying to hide off her guilt by showing me her tiny whiny blue black which almost cannot be seen.

Hahaha,

the most funny part is when they fall off the bike,

the basket infront of the bike drop off as well.

Okok, you shld see it by urself.. ok ppl, imagine.

When u fall off frm e bike,

then u have to stand up and pick up the basket,

then pick up the bike,

then slowly make the 2 rider bike a u-turn...

Hilarious la!

p.s/SY! You better send me all e pic, if not all the unglam photos of urs will be posted in the next entry...Wahahah!

& i change e blogskin coz of u ok!

Troublesome!

Till then, Love

bet mine will jus be a brief look thru.

BIAS!

i dun gif it a damn seriously`

Havoc Nite out!

2008-11-08T08:45:00.000-08:00

Ever since attachement started, i do not have much entertainment due to the tireness after work.
Thus, i have been leading a no-life lifestyle for the past 2 months.
And yeap, decided to let my hair down to join Sy and gals to zouk.
Never expect myself to get really drunk as normally i dun get drunk easily as i dun drink much.
Never expect myself to get havoc on the dance floor.
Never expect SY, the hard-to-get-high gal to go crazy with us as well.

Is good to have this kind of relax nite once in a while, but not always,
if not ur life will realli be _____________________ dead-

Have to work on report,
is gonna due soon.
I jus started and i gt stuck alr.
Shit, how to show my supervisor on Wed.
No time no time.
Ok, regret, again. Consequences of last min work. Weekend burn!

We actualli request to go Qian Hu Fish Farm to audit as we think that it is also consider as "Places of interest", with the intention of going there to buy fish. Hahahaha.
So we went, and we get free small little fishy frm the nice uncle there,
and we also bought 6 fishes in total to put it in the office, a pity not in our room, but on one of our colleague's desk.
Really hope that they are still surviving as the "feng sui" at my colleague desk is not realli good. Previously all the fishes he rear are all dead, leaving only those fish that eat shit. '-''

I have to cross over my own mental barrier.
I have to, no matter wat.
But the prob is, it is so not easy to do so.
How can i overcome when e prob have been with me for 20 years.
=/

Happy Halloween!

2008-10-31T08:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Not a veri special occasion, but i guess not many celebrate it too.

Oh yeap, i did mention dat i donated blood 1 wk ago.
It hurt a lit lit bit, but is a good experience though.
One of my colleague actualli wanted to donate blood too,
however, when she went to the doctor for a check up, e doctor told her she is not eligible coz she jus had a fever 3 wks back!
Ok, left me alone...
I was so damn scare la, e feeling is so helpeless.... But actualli is nthing la. Hahaha

Still kicking alive
They also gave me a sticker which state" be nice to me, this is my first donation."Cool` Photograph credit to Jasmine, e one who had fever 3 wks back~~~

Ok, so for my job, now we are focusing on places of interest,
which means places we go now will be much more interesting.
So the other day, we went to newater visitor centre, which is my first time hearing dat,
& also civil defence heritage gallery.

We were told by the tour guide at the gallery dat every fire station will have open house every sat frm morning ard 9-11am.
Like, who will noe dat? I do not rem seeing any of their publicity.
Eye opener for me seriously.
Some pic to show:

This scare the hell out of joyce and i coz the window is actualli black and we have to press a button for this mannequin to appear and is like so SUDDENLY!

Dat's me. Trying to get a feel of how e fire fighter will feel. The water will gush out frm the pipe and no kidding, e pressure is there.

How real can all these manniquin be...

Ok, now all of us have gotten this irritating virus from some unknown source.
NOW, every of my single file got this Thumbs.db and RECYCLER.
Is always there, no matter how mani countless time i have deleted it away!
I must do something to get rid, but i m a IT nerd. So, help pls!~~!!!~~!

Updates

2008-10-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the 49 days since grandpa passed on.

Went to grandpa's house for some prayers.

Aft which, all the aunts help out with grandpa's stuffs, and they found out some of the damn retro stuff.

One of it is the olden days camera which they known it as "hai ou".

It weighs more than 1kg and i m wondering if all the photograhers at that time is fit and muscular.

Also, i get to come across all the olden days notes which look damn chio la.

& the most impt thing is that, they found out grandpa's diary.

Granps' handwritting was neat and tidy,

jus like he uses com to print it out but no, all is hand written.

Is a pity that i do not undertsand a single thing inside the diary due to the olden days handwritting.

Then it comes to my mind that what if one day i passes away,

will my sons and daughters be able to find out where i place my diary.

Even if they manage to find out, will they laugh at my childish content inside my diary. Hahah~

Weeks ago, BCA conducted a seminar on friendly building environment,

and that was when the web portal that we have been working on is finally up on the web.

Do go in and take a look: http://www.friendlybuildings.sg/

So with dat, we can finally do other things other than auditing.

So i followed 2 of my colleague on site to do TOP.

Sounds familiar right. Hahah, yeap, project management.

Aniwae, they say i was lucky to follow them on that day as it was a awesome apartment.

My dream house

My short trip to genting:

Oh ya, i went for blood donation last wk.

Haha, is kind of scary, but arent that painful.

Will update photos soon`

Till then, all take care!

Working days, school days

2008-10-07T18:47:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking, i would prefer working than studying though there are so many bad points for working

During the sch days when we start lesson at 9 and end at 5, i will still have the energy to go shopping or dinner with my friends, even though we had spent 8 hrs in sch studying, which uses up 60% of our energy, bitching laughing and chatting which uses up another 20% of the energy level. Plus there are still mani assignment and tutorial to complete aft sch, i will only knock off at 12 plus.

BUT NOW!

I have to wake up earlier in order to reach work place at 8.30am. A total of 9 1/2 hr at work.
Sometimes, i can stay in the office whole day doing very minimal amount of work, yet i can feel myself so shag aft work, hoping to get home straight aft work, w/o the need of any entertainment.
At office, there isnt much work that requires 60% of my energy level, unless going on site. But even if i stay in the office for the whole day, i will still visit my lala land at 10 plus. Can u believe it?

My life seems so dull now.
I wanna do some things that is more related to my course.
I can't think of any linkage that can be link to what i have studied except for BRF. =/
Why like dat?
I dun understand.

ok, but still, i prefer working.
I think studying is so "dead"..
Working is more like, realli doing things instead of reading memorising and forgetting. Haha!

Ok, back to work

i have to try surviving for another 5months plus. =/

Fishy Fishy

2008-09-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

I dun believe that i cant even keep small fishy alive.
So i ask Beng to get 2 more small little fishy for me aft her sch.

So ta-dah, presenting to u, my 2 fishy, and Beng's extra fish:

sick and tired

Fragile life

2008-09-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

My new bought fishy died

Life is always unfair.

2008-09-24T19:54:00.000-07:00

I cannot help but think dat life is realli unfair.
Sometimes, you will not get the recognition jus by the amount of hard work u have put in.
Many a times, you have to depend on other factors, like for example, your luck, your public relation skill and etc.

Worst still, if someone ard u use underhand to get wat he/she realli wants, then u jus have to step back, unless you belong to the same category.

I, belong to the category where luck is always not by my side.
Last time is like dat, it is still the same for now.
Seriously, i do not noe what i have exactly done to have such kind of fate.
Maybe i m consider "lucky" enough as compared to those who doesnt even have 3 full meals a day, but all i wanted was jus a lit bit more of this and that which i think will nv happen.

I tried not to think of the negative side, but there's no way i can psycho myself when things keep happening ard me.
What i can hope for now is just a smooth journey.

Is this too much to ask for?

Enough

2008-09-22T19:36:00.001-07:00

I have had enough of all these shit!

Lose

2008-09-19T22:43:00.000-07:00

I've lose, like totally!

Mann~ am i really that bad?

I am so nt used to the current situation!

Aniway,

attachment is fine.

Getting on hands of what is required.

Now we are targeting at Hospital.

So we went the other day,

was trying to locate the facilitiy management office @ B1,

but we cant find any.

Then we saw the signage with "MORTUARY",

..... Decided to ask ard for location~

Result is out last week.

Everyone did pretty well,

so we will be calling for a gathering cum celebration cum gossiping cum bitching.

Shopping later,

E log book tml.

I m so stuck with my e log book.

How am i going to write when m task accomplish is the same for everyday?

Farewell

2008-09-12T08:27:00.000-07:00

& so, yesterdae marks the end of grandpa's wake.
Everyone seems to be taking it well till the band started playing all the father's related songs.
Tears started rolling down uncontrollably.

It's jus a wk since i last seen grandpa.
When i called him, he raised up his hand and showed me a "good" sign.
Although he was bed ridden, he was still able to consume food and all.
Woken up on sunday 5am plus by mum saying "Your ah gong passed away"
Is jus so sudden!
No one expected it.
Unable to slp after e news. So help mum with the clothes while she join the rest of my aunt with the wake.
In the afternoon, we all went down to help out with the wake.
The wake lasted for 5 days,
took 2 days off from work and work resume today.

*Grandpa, maybe we may not know the pain u were facing,but now we noe dat u r free from all the pain and illness. May you rest in peace, we all are doing good. You dun have to worry abt us. You will always be in our heart. =)

Farewell

2008-09-09T09:23:00.001-07:00

Goodbye forever Grandpa.

May you rest in peace.

UPDATES!

2008-09-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

Home alone,
i m totally fine with that.
Dad is out working, mum went to look aft grandpa, both sis went out for lunch.
I jus wanna take a little break from the long weekdays.
Now i have to complete 2 days e- log book coz i m too tired to do it for thurs and fri.

Oh yes, back to my first week of attachment.
Is fun la, but i cannot deny is tiring.
I mention b4 that i dun like 9-5 work, so this is realli something good for me. Hehe!

Some hicupps btwn bestie and i.
When both are not in a good mood, a small sparks will trigger a big fire.
So it happen to us, suprisingly.
Well, everything is fine now.
Thinking back, i think is quite funny la.
Maybe we are realli too close, so i wont hide my feeling that i m feeling pissed.
You can say that i take things for granted, but i can't change to a better. So i m sorry for this part.
Well, i will TRY to have more patient with you, provided u dun do things to piss me off la.
HAHA!

*Stop your boosting! Disgusted

SCREWED!

2008-08-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

Pissed off!

Celebration!

2008-08-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!

Yesterdae is my last paper for my 3 years in Ngee Ann,
unless i retake any paper la. *touch wood touch wood*
I duno why, but this exam seems to be a tough struggle for me.
I get flu, i felt sick till i have gotten serious backache that i have to buy a super big salonpas patch for my back, omg, old alr.
So i mention abt Zoo this last time.
So we went & is veri fun!
Haha!
Not the part where the animals looks cooler now,
but the part where it rain and we have to walk ard the zoo with poncho.
Like, where the hell will we have the opportunity to wear poncho nowadays,
i rem e last time i wore was during npcc camp la.

So everyone was late for long john breakfast which sy recommended.
But nvm, so we took a bus to AMK and it started raining heavily.
Sian 1/2, but when we changed bus at AMK hub, the weather become better.
The animal hunting started!
We went ard the zoo to catch all the animal shows!
All the things sold in zoo is so expensive la.
Like wat to do, one of the tourist attraction.
But luckily we bought our own food.

On our journey to another animal show,
the sky started drizziling.
I told em to take out poncho but they dun think there's a need.
But the rain started pouring heavily and we have to help each other with the poncho in the middle of the road.
Is so funny la.
Dun believe?

Photos!

Map reading is a must to know in zoo.
So we were like wearing our poncho and trying hard to find the nearest KFC.
The KFC inside the zoo is like almost everything also dun have.
So lousy.
But trust me, even if the KFC only sell bun you will find it the best delicacy in the world. Hahah!

After that, we headed back to AMK hub and sy wanted to make this:

End product.

She is super unhappy with the black wings dat we suggested. But true enough, i find it weird too. Hahaha!
Dinner at chomp chomp and end of Sy's bday celebration!

Yesterdae aft exam, we went town for Sakura at Far East for our lunch.
After which we shop ard and everyone started dying.
All of us were so tired that all felt asleep in the bus except for Cheryl.
Briefing for attachement and off i went to meet Sy for the firework festival.

I nv thot that the firework is such a big event that i thot of giving a miss coz i m super shag and tired, plus the raining weather yesterdae.
I m glad i went.
Thanks for the tix!
Everywhere is crowded at MS,
no matter is expensive restaruant, or fast food.
No place is available.
So the event drag till 9 plus and started counting down from 10-1 when the nice firework finally started.
It last abt 10 min and is worth waiting.
So in love with firwork!
Thanks Sy once again.
I m a blessed gal! =)

Oh oh!

2008-08-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

My laptop have been brought to service centre again after i lodge a complain.
This time round they collect it from my house instead of me going down all the way to JURONG! Ok, the technician jus gave me a call,
telling me they still experience auto shut down and u noe wat?
The one and only solution to it it to

RE-FORMAT!

Haha, i think is so ez to be a IT technician.
Whenever they experience some prob,
they will jus think of re formatting and nothing else.
It will only be back on Mon, and i have to do the re formatting myself coz i need to back up all my document.
Such a trouble!

But aniwae,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO DB SIYING

&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR HIM!

Ok, i m so excited.
Coz i m going to the ZOOOooooOOOoo on Sunday!
I went there like a zillion years ago.
Nv realli feel like going there when sy mention abt it,
till i went to the website and check it out and realise actualli it might turn out to be quite fun.
Oh ya, i m sick.
Seriously sick.
I came across this article last week,
and this illness is 100% similar to what i m having, always.

Rhinitis

is the medical term describing irritation and inflammation of some internal areas of the nose. The primary symptom of rhinitis is a runny nose.

It is caused by chronic or acute inflammation of the mucous membrane of the nose due to viruses, bacteria or irritants.

The inflammation results in the generating of excessive amounts of mucus, commonly producing the aforementioned runny nose, as well as nasal congestion and post-nasal drip.

Rhinitis has also been found to adversely affect more than just the nose, throat, and eyes. It has been associated with sleeping problems, ear conditions, and even learning problems (i do not have this problem!)

Rhinitis is caused by an increase in histamine. This increase is likely caused by airborne allergens. These allergens may affect an individual's nose, throat, or eyes and cause an increase in fluid production within these areas.
=/

I told my mum abt it,
and i told her i have to avoid dust and all.
So she ask me to throw away all the bears on my bed,
but nv did she ask me to stop helping her with all the household chores which is like directly in contact with dust.
Win liao lo! Lol.
So dat explains my nv stopping flu, swollen eyes and slping disorder.
But then nobody is treating like a serious prob.
Chey~

Exam on Tues.
BRF alone is enough to kill me.
I do not have enough memory space in my brain.
Oh no.
Wish me luck!

Oh no!

2008-08-09T10:41:00.000-07:00

I have a very strong feeling that i am falling sick soon.

Again when is ard the exam period!
Please stay healthy.

Aniway, i got back my laptop.
Everything is working well again aft making 1 wasted trip there,
but the fan is still not strong enough to keep my laptop cool.
Such a service provide by ACER!

Yes, and you can get to see mani pics again!

Super yummy jelly given by my nicest neighbour ever!

Beng got this D-I-Y ice cream cone from some shop which taste like yucks!
But the process of making it is quite fun.
I help beng with the cream but i make her eat all. Hahaha!

Ingredients for the cream

So we are suppose to pour out the flour and mix it with water.

The flavour comes with vanilla and strawberry!
Final result! =)

Ok, we are almost done with all the modules.
So nxt week there's no sch for me except for tuesday coz of IBS CT.
Aft that will be EXAMINATION!!!
A very heavy word for me.
4 papers continuously. =/

Missing

2008-08-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

Something is missing in my life now.
Seriously, i didnt noe dat i need my laptop sooooo much la.
The fan is seriously not working, the left click is not working, my bluetooth button is not working,
so i send it to ACER service centre for repair and it will actualli take 5 working days before i can see my laptop again!
The most exciting part is dat i actualli have to pay $475 to service my bluetooth if they found out is something wrong with i duno wat. Luckily bluetooth can be activate thru somwhere else but not only the button, so i say "forget it".
Oh well, luckily all the research project are done!
Ans my desktop have revived again Yiipie!

Some good news to share!
There's no lesson for me on Mon, Tues, Thurs and Fri!
OMG!
So f. happy can!
I wanna spend this few days with my family,
coz i have reaching late for the past few weeks for the nv ending project.
So by the time i reach home,
i do not have much energy to realli tok to em,
and most of e time most will be asleep alr.
Then i will be alone at the dining table eating my dinner/supper.
Sometime, i realli feel damn lonely and feel like crying.
Hahaha, so pathetic rite?
Ya la! Not everything in sch is like always smoothly for me,
and i can say that for most of the thing is always against me.
Jus then when i need someone to complaint and tok to,
they are at their dream land.
Hahha, so i will use these small break to compensate what i have lost and pamper myself a lit little bit. =)

Attachment list is out,
ok,
my co is soooooooo abt my course can.
Or rather soooooo BRF la.
I amm sooooooo glad dat i will actualli get to noe the latest barrier free code of accessibility la!
Then i will get to takes lots of pic,
get to write lots of stuff in my report.
"Sooooooo glad"
Ok, accept it, i will.

Another news, i pass my 2.4km run ok.
Wah, running 6 rounds is realli not easy when my stamina is long lost since 2 years ago.
Thanks Cheryl for running wif me to train abit of my stamina before her legs got hurt.
Thanks Anna for cheering for me, shouting like crazy "1 and a 1/2 round left. HURRY!", and also lying to me the timing that i almost given up.
Thanks shuting for getting nervous with me in e library to remind me that i m not alone in this situation. Hahaha
Love love em la!

I am a happy gal,
though i noe this wont last long.
I jus know it.

<3 many!

Reflection

2008-07-29T08:48:00.000-07:00

If we take some time to reflect,

on our own thinking,

our behaviour,

our attitude,

our character,

our mindset,

you will realise,

is time for a change.

No idea

2008-07-15T08:45:00.001-07:00

Something seriously wrong with me lately.
i hate the feeling.
Like wat i have mention in the previous entry,
my mood is very bad recently.
Due to sch stress?
Due to uncountable project?
i have simply no idea.
i thot is all becoz of my monthly thing,
but it doesnt seems to be e case.
No venting of anger in sch,
coz no one will take my shit.
i might end up becoming a loner in sch,
who noes.
Only place and safe place to vent anger is at home.
it seems dat it is always e place where everyone will jus pour out everything.
Yes, this is wat i m doing,
trying my veri best not to do it everyday.
still trying to control the situation.
I get pissed off with every little single thing.
I will get veri frustrated easily.
I become veri short tempered.
I will jus raise my voice or my tone at em.
It seems dat mummy cannot take my nonsense animore.
Not entirely my fault,
but i dun blame em.
I only blame myself.
Everything is my fault.
If u gt anything u r unhappy with, jus blame it on me.
That's wat my existence is for.
Happy?

No mood

2008-07-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

Cramp is killing me.

Projects are killing me.

Everything is killing me.

My mood is controlling me.

I need to learn to control my mood.

Break is seriously needed!

Went for my sis's grad last fri.

Simple, but nice.
The feeling is great becoz i know this is her dream and she have achieve it.
The journey is tough, i can see that.
But when she make it through, i feel like crying for her, becoz is like "Finally!"

I like e feeling of going thru something real tough but seeing the end result which is what u want.
However, i have lost this kind of feeling since Sec sch.
During sec sch, i have NPCC as a goal.
Many kinds of event to participate,
one most memorable event is campcraft com.
We spend freaking duno how mani wks to train under e hot scorching sun to pitch a tent.
Blister is what we get in e end for every training.
New blister growing on recovering blister cannot be prevented.
We didnt get into top 10,
but it is not important.
Coz i have gain friendship and endurance.
We have made it through, dat's enough..

Now.
What can i see as a goal?
Projects? Results? or wat?
Simply no goal now.
Sch in sch out! Dat's for me.

I dun feel like using the word "emo",
but i guess dat's wat i m feeling rite now!

Terrible,
must be my cramp!
My cramp affect my mood.
My mood is controlling me.
It is making me feeling EMO!

Signing off.

Shag!

2008-06-27T07:42:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i am freaking tired.
One small project can actualli takes up all my time.
I have been reaching home late recently and aft i realli settle down, it is alr 12 plus.
But something glad that e project is finally done and e presentation is consider quite not bad.
At least all make sense. =)

Another thing is the duno-how-to- start-BQC project.
Yes, is BQC AGAIN.
Is not even a core module can!
Yet it is 100 times more complicated than a core module and 100% more time consuming!
What is this!?

When all the things come running to me,
i will become veri impatient.
My mood is extremely bad nowadays and this is realli bad.
To all my friends:
If i did raise my voice at you or even show u attitude,
I M REALLI SORRY!
Seriously, i dun mean it.
Just that when things are not done when e dateline is near,
i will become very frustrated.
Just know i dont mean it alright =)

We will soon graduate w/o us knowing it.
This can be veri frightening.
I dun realli care when during sec sch, our teacher will ask us ti think wat we actualli want to do in the future.
Like, why care? Is still far away from us.
But then, now it is a concern for us, at least for me.

I want to continue my studies aft i graduate.
The thought of it adds in more problems.
Like, with my GPA, can i make it to a recognise Universities?
Even if i realli make it, i think i can only take IT related module or i duno.
What if i dun make it?

You see, so mani problem arise within a problem.
I wanna do a plan for my future,
but i gave up wheneven so mani problems comes to my mind.

Shit.
I dun think i will further my studies in Real Estate.
I wanna focus on banking side.
But can i realli make it?

Or is it better to work for a few years then continue my studies.
Sy said they will look at ur work experience too.
Then, wat kind of jon scope shld i apply for.

Ok, i think i shld stop thinking abt all these.

Today is FRIDAY!
A day to totally relax my mind!

Any suggestion friends?

i jus hope to share my burden with someone.

Still surviving~

2008-05-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

Hello all.
Sch is stress, as usual.

Not going to say anything abt sch, coz, jus no point.

Went to Dad's fish farm on Vesak Day.

Public holiday leh, must make full use of it.

So i went there, together wif Mum and Beng.

Help dad with the fish food, not long aft we left mum alone with e food and we went fishing!

The feeling is damn great when u caught a fish. Sense of satisfaction!

7 little puppies is super noisy!

One of the puppy. Somehow, they jus dun look like a dog

I like this dog. It have tis fox look and e mixture of colour make it look nicer. Most of the puppies look like him, coz he is "one" of the father. For ur info, there's 2 father.

The 2nd father. 3/4 puppies are totally black, jus like him. Sy finally send me all e photos we took zillion yrs ago.
So we went to a Ramen Shop where they sell collagen Ramen.
Ladies will like it. The Ramen is nice, price is reasonable. Worth trying =)

Also zillion yrs ago, when Sy gotten her first pay, she treated me to Crystal Jade Korea Food.
Initially, she told me that she will treat me to KFC!
Like hello, first pay and u treating me to KFC. Ok, lost of word.
But i m fine wif it.
We ordered so many dishes and e waitress told us we might not be able to finish all. Oops.
SY! Where e hell is e rest of e food pic??!!??

Jus last wk, we went to the cafe near Old sch. The one u have to climb a hundred thousand of stairs. No kidding ok!
The ambience is veri good, quiet and relaxing.
They have e cafe theme as School. Where e menu is a report book, and e surrounding is realli a sch. Very nice place.

Happy Hr@ Recess time. Haha, how interesting

Our Japanese Cocktail

How's ur grade?

Till then, BYE!

Project again, wat else?

Everything is jus so wrong!

2008-05-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

SCREW THAT BQC!

Love Love Mama's Day

2008-05-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!

First of all, i wanna say "I LOVE YOU MUMMY!"

Secondly, i want to congrat Sy for passing her driving test in her 1st attempt, (though u r a ubi driver)haha!

No more waking up late in e wkend,
guess i m too used to waking up early for wkday lesson.
This is really something good, coz i can join my mama for delicious breakfast. =)
I have so mani pending assignment in my schedule bk,
work have been postpone again and again,
so yesterdae i decide to clear it all.

So i started off wif theREI quiz, which i didnt manage to get if full marks,
e 2nd attempt i was kicked out by e system coz it is under maintenance, ok! Waste my time.
Read thru my powerpt slide for mon presentation.
Read up BQC notes which still i dun understand!
Ok, i m so going to die for dat module.
Seriously, i sux big time in reading those plan and its measurement.
& worst still when e teacher just "ZZZZZZZZZZooooooooooommmmmmmmm" so fast when going thru the topic, like as if we r alr expert in it, i nearly die.
The project for it send me directly to hell!
IS work is done, everything is cleared,
except BQC tutorial! =/

My mummy forbid me to get her anything for Mother's day.
She thinks is a waste of money,
like all the mummy will say " My best present will be u do well in ur studies and be a gd gal everyday" Ok, i think i did gave her the present she want every year. Haha!
Of coz i wont be so guai la,
i asked mich to order a durian cake on fri and i went to collect it todae.
Jus a small little surprise for her.
Dinner at Soup Restaruant and everything was good!

My half tooth is nt extracted yet,
appointment on the 23rd. Scary~
My red patches slowly subside, so i think i can save $$ frm seeing doctor.

Ok, my flu is back AGAIN!
Damn e changing weather.

Bye =)

Unlucky me

2008-05-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

Half of my tooth came off when i m drinking water.
Red patches popping out frm my skin in e middle of e nite,
not only on hands and legs, but also on e bottom of my feet.
My cough and flu is still distubing me

SO

Tml i am going to see both doctor and dentist

OH NO!

Can i not pluck it off? I jus need filling will do. =/

I shouldnt have laugh at Cheryl. =(
There's realli something call Karma. =[

BREAK

2008-04-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

You know something, i m feeling damn high now!
jus for a veri simple reason,

TOMORROW IS PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!!

My cough and flu isnt getting any better,

and i think is getting frm bad to worst.

I didnt get a chance to have a good nite rest cos i will wake up in e middle of e nite due to block nose!

Eh, seriously, i HATE it la!

EeeeEE, Mon gt another presentation.

That mean Friday will have to stay back late for project again,

prolly have to go back sch on either Sat or Sun to touch up!

I detest project!

One thing that i look forward to sch is e interesting lecturers!

MUAhahahaha! =)

Happy Holiday all ;)

Just vent it out!

2008-04-26T09:47:00.000-07:00

24hr a day definitely isnt enough for 8 modules this sem.
Too mani things to be done dat i jus want to put it aside and complaint here.
All polymates' blog content is almost e same,
NO TIME, TOO MANY ASSIGNMENT, DATELINE, PRESENTATION and bla bla bla.
Mine is no exception!

For those who noe me,
i have this realli bad immune system.
I get sick veri easily.
I will have this flu and sore throat attacking me when i dun have enough rest.
So yes, i m sick now.
It all started frm this sickening sore throat.
Then now i have flu, block nose and swollen sensitive eye.
WHAT! i dun like it.

Presentation on monday, preparing time= 1 wk.
So we rush like crazy.
Stay in sch till late nite,
dinner at late hr,
home at insane 11, almost 12.
How can my immune system going to fight wif all e virus?!?!?!?!?

To make things worst, i m going back to sch tml.
On sunday?!
YES, sunday in sch doing project.
What project?
IS project!
We have no time during wkdays to sqeeze in IS project time when we end at 5 or 6, with other project still pending.

I have 2-3 more tutorial to do which i dun feel like doing at all.
Coz i have to look at some 3D picture and do calculation.
Eh, MATH leh,
is math leh!
Why Math? Aiyo, i rather study history mann!!!

Ya la, dat's y i say complaint here.
No one will understand!
Jus nobody!

HELLO!

2008-04-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

Sch this wk is nt realli ok.
For the first few days is quite alright, but not from wed onwards when we have to stay in sch till quite late.
Is nt really gd to have a fully packed bus when u jus need a comfortable seat to seat on aft a long day of lesson.

Some of the project have alr been assign to us, like hello! THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST WK OF SCH!
I noe this is jus e beginning, there are more to come in a few wks time.
What can i expect when i m taking my "favourite" module Real Estate FINANCE and Real Estate INVESTMENT when both require math and also valuation!
Eh, VALUATION! The module i think i will sure fail last sem!
The thought of it make me stress out alr!

I haven settle down, when i go into the lecture hall, my mind is totally blank.
What e lecturer say didnt realli get into my head. Most of e time i m daydreaming.
Ok, my mind is still in a holiday mood, it have not switch to e cruel mindset that i m taking 8 module this sem.

This wkend is realli a gd time for me to rest and get prepare for the long going battle!

Enough of sch.

Today went gym wif Sy and we met with this terrible, irritating ticket old woman!

I told her i want 3 ticket to the gym, 2 adults, 1 student.
Obviouly e only look alike student there is my sister.

Then she ask me to show her my student card, which i did.
She look at my card and ask, which yr are u born, when she is holding on to my card where all e details are there.

But nvm, i still ans her.

Here comes e most irritating part! IOW=irritatin old woman, Me=ME
IOW: 88 is nt consider as student alr
Me: i noe, i m not taking the student ticket
IOW: I m jus telling you dat 88 must take adult ticket
I am not claiming to take e student tix and for no reason i duno y she keep repeating dat i cannot take student tix!
Having quite a bad temper in the morning, i get damn irritated by what she told me when she is not making sense at all.
I sort of flare up at her and angrily pointed at Sy and myself as "2adults!" and my sis "1 student",jus in case she dun understand English and need some signal for understanding.
I guess she knew she is at wrong but she didnt want to admit, so she keep replying with all e "make-no-sense ans"
Irritating rite? Feel like giving her one tight slap!
If u happen to go to Hougang Stadium Gym, and happen to serve by this short hair old woman, BEWARE!

Oh ya, the dog at my dad's fish farm gave birth to 7 cute little puppies. Omg, they are realli cute and fat. They look more like a wild boar.

No late night for me animore.

Nites!

Inconsiderate!

2008-04-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

Now is 1.15am in the morning.
If is during the holiday, i would consider this timing as early,
but not when i have to wake up at 630am later for sch!

I am feeling so damn tired when i woke up at 6am this morning to go扫墓,
when the hot scorching sun is making my energy level to ZERO!

I knew i will nt have insomnia as i always do jus before e nite when sch start.
I knew i will jus have to close my eyes and i will enter my dream land straight away.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since 11 plus, i can hear indian FM blasting so loudly even though i have my door and window close. I told myself i will nt be affected but e more i listen to it, e more energetic i feel.
I feel so irritated by it and i started counting sheep, hopefully it will help a little bit.
It does not help at all, i keep losing count by e disturbing neh neh song.

DAMN!

I get out of my bed, press 999, wanting to lodge a complaint.
When i dial the number, my hp shows "EMERGENCY!"
Ok, this is too serious a word to use in my case.
I am afraid that non emergency cannot call this number, worst still if they want to fine me for calling when i jus want to lodge a complaint.
I noe i am thinking alot, but jus in case.
SO, i take out my laptop and try to search for Hougang NPC number.

& ta dah,
e police came.
I thought the music come frm e void deck or one of e unit,
i m sooo wrong.
It came from one of e temp construction site jus below my house!
Wah lau, so inconsiderate la.
He thought he own the whole Hougang arh!
Pek chek leh.
When i saw e policeman confronting the worker, i have this veri shiok feeling "Finally peaceful!"
Serve him rite!
Disturb my slp, send u back to ur country.
Haha, ok la, i m nt so bad aft all.

I duno why,
e police car is still nt leaving even though both e policeman gets on e car alr.
Maybe they found out that e worker does nt have any work permit or something..

Right, i will try to make myself sleepy,
coz i noe if i m energetic now, tml will be shag!

NITES ALL! <3

Good Day All!

2008-03-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

A big hello to you who bother to read my blog. :)

If you are wondering,
yes, i m still enjoying my life at home as a tai tai.
I did bother to source for work,
and there's some agency that actualli called me up,
but pls, e pay they offer me cant even cover my travel fees and lunch can.
Hence, i wld rather stay at home and help my dad wif his admin work.

My desktop revived again!
It left me mani yrs ago, due to mani virus infection and we cant even start it.
So we jus leave it there and cant even bother to use it. You noe, NP student gt laptop.
When Douglas came to install sims for us, and i duno wat he did, sis came telling me dat there is internet in e desktop again!
Finally la!

Tai tai at home will also be quite bored,
so i played sims.
My so-called husband get kidnap by alliens. When he returns, his tummy grew bigger.
OMG, my husband is pregnant.
I thot he will gif birth to a normal baby, but eww, he gif birth to 2 green alien baby.
The baby look so terrible la.
So i deleted e family! HAHAHA!

Guess what is this?

Tomato? Green apple? Unknown seeds?

It is actualli a KIWI

Tah da, KIWI berry!It taste jus nice, not realli delicious. But I find it rather cute.

With little princess and Miss sunray!

Oh ya, sometime, i realli feel like slapping myself.
25th is my IS enrolment date and my time slot is 2pm.
We have alr decided which module to take and everything is settle.
I duno what is my mind thinking dat i keep thinking dat my slot is 230pm.
When is 2pm, i m still happily doing my own thing, taking my own sweet time.
When it 225, i went in to Npal, getting ready to choose my module.
Just when i click on it, "ADD/SWAP class" is alr on e screen.
I thot "wow, this is fast"
My OS is those ppl with 230 slot definitely wont noe dat they can actualli choose their module now.
Yes, i m so dumb.
When i click on it,
e module dat i wanted is not there!
I am left with 3 limited choices!
coz i m 25min late alr!
WTH!
Angeline is on e phone wif me when i m choosing my module,
when i told her dat e module we wanted is not on e screen, her first reaction is "U rem wrong time is it"
And i can actualli ans her back dat i m right!
=( Why like dat?
I dun want to be alone!
BUT!
Cheryl doesnt mind to take e same module as me.
I love her la!
So, i m nt alone. =)

HEHE!
Stupid rite?
What to do? That's one of my bad pt.

OK, bye!

Blame

2008-03-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

Grats to Mich who have successfully passed her driving test upon 3 attempts previously.
Is realli a nightmare to sit on a car when u noe dat the driver jus gotten her license.
What's more she is someone who will panic and scream and do whatever in a sudden situation but not claming down.

No joke, but i m having cold sweat all over me when i noe dat she will be driving us from Hougang to Marina Square!
Haha! I was like omg omg all e way when i gt scolded by my mum to have more faith in my sis.

"Hello, my life is in danger can!"

I must say dat her driving skill is really nt bad for first timer.
Except for her parking skill and making sharp turn when she will scream along.

Envy, i admit.
I want to start my practical lesson Daddy!
I dun think i will be able to start b4 sch term start,

and aft sch term start, i dun think i will have e time animore.

Which means, the PDL or watever it is call will expired, and dat means i have to retake my final theory!!!! HMPH!

"Vroom vroom vroom!"

I wanna drive too :/

Thanks pretty gals!

2008-03-16T11:44:00.000-07:00

Had my last 20th bday celebration wif Shuting, Angeline, Cheryl and Anna!

Ice skating is realli a good experience despite the fact that i fall down twice and gotten a big blue black on my knee. Is realli ugly!
All thanks to them for holding my hands throughout if not i will have countless bruises on me!
Aft having a super creamy and bloated dinner, we went Balcony to chill out.

The passerby behind is definitely a weirdo!

Anna the busy gal

Cheers for everything

Thanks for the lovely present! Hehe. I realli do like it! =)

Yes, result is out on the 14th.
I am so glad dat i didnt flunk for my PVL!
Timetable is out and it totalli sux.
I am still not use to 8am lesson and i dun think i ever will.
I am not use to having 10hr of lesson in a day.
Can i move to somewhere nearer to Ngee Ann so i can cut down on e travelling time? =/
I jus like to grumble, so pls dun mind me. :[

Celebration!

2008-03-11T09:55:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Bday to ME!

Yes, i m old, ya i noe!

Nevertheless, i would like to thanks those who send me their best bday wishes.
Especially those i have not met for mani yrs!
Thank you!

7th:
Meet up wif my ex-squardmates for dinner.
We met up at Changi Airport and acted like a tourist.

Walnut cake from Swiss bake, recommended by Socks. It taste realli delicious.

I wish for...

All black gals!

Introducing (Left-Right): Me, Van, Ber, Socks
Socks, Gwen, Adel
Socks and Ber
Socks, Gwen, Adel, Miang, Ber

Crazy gal philly and Gwen acting like tourist! -_-

To all: Thanks for e wonderful dinner, wonderful gigantic bday card & wonderful present.
I would love to have more mid nite chattin session at CC, but definitely not meeting weird old lady at nite. Hahaha!
THANKS!

8th:
Not worth saying wat happen on e afternoon. So let's proceed to e mini family BBQ organise by MUMMY!

Mum is realli a good cook!

To my love: Thanks Mich and Doug for ur ang baos, same goes to beng! What's inside doesnt realli matter, wat matter most is ur sincerity. Thanks Mummy for e BBQ. Thanks Dad for ur late present! I LOVE U ALL!

9th:
Not forgetting my bday celebration wif SY!

Sentosa tour!
Seriously speaking, i have only been to e beaches in Sentosa and in my memories nthing else.

So on this day, we went to Dolphin Lagoon, Underwater world & Songs of e Sea!

Yeash! Wonderful day spend.

Dolphin! Lucky guy to be choosen as one of e volunteer

Next up, underwater world!
We get to touch stingrays and coral fishes!Sharks coming!..Sitting skyrides at night is realli a diffn experience!
To Siying:
Hahaha! Sorry for being late for more than 1 hr. Sorry for eating our Mac breakfast when ppl are eating their Mac lunch. I noe u r nt angry! lol
Your planning for e day is awesome, even though there is some hiccups here and there, i still enjoy myself.
Not forgetting ur present, i will take turn to use e wallet, no worries!
Thanks!

BOON THANKS EVERYONE!
Job seeking aft my bday and yes, i m still looking for one now.
Have been trying my veri best to slim down, and hopefully Wii can help out slightly a bit.
Full-stop

Get well soon Grandpa!

Truth

2008-02-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

The truth is always cruel,

and this break my brittle heart into two.

What right do I have to grieve, who have not endeavor to love?

I wish you, all the best!

Once and for all.

Sure die paper!

2008-02-15T07:24:00.000-08:00

I am going to sit for a sure-die exam paper in 10+hr time.
Open book is not going to help me in any way.
=/

How nice to have b'day dat falls on V'day.

Is such a meaningful day.

Van is so lucky to have her bday on Vday!

All e ex-cadets meet up once again and memories start to flow back again.

Phillicia and Vanessa

It will soon be my turn to have 2 candles on my bday cake. i dun want it

Revision again

Communication

2008-02-12T06:01:00.000-08:00

I feel that i can no longer communicate with you